tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-301954482012-02-16T08:31:35.570-06:00大好きだよ当这个世界 得到了一份小小的爱
有一天它终会让大家看见 一份好大好大的爱KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.comBlogger921100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-41109362593354217942008-12-17T23:51:00.000-06:002008-12-17T23:52:18.535-06:00My Academic BlogMy Academic Blog<br /> http://xinyiacademic.wordpress.com/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4110936259335421794?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-62918454164851368462008-07-19T22:36:00.002-05:002008-07-19T22:45:42.689-05:00I Miss U<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">T<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">O<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">A<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">D<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Y<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">.......<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">R<span 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/>每天上完课之后都要慢慢一层层穿上去围上去<br />路边的雪也是看厌了生烦了<br />可是还有一个月吧<br />这里有点过长的冬天<br />下个礼拜三天四门mid-term<br />所以虽然外面冰天雪地还是要去Library<br />要Fighting!!!<br />因为Vday已经过去<br />因为现在是postVday before mid-term<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5396187733869028466?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-10561873181728657802008-02-14T00:25:00.001-06:002008-02-14T00:28:32.943-06:00V'DAy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R7PfDacsL7I/AAAAAAAAAZM/7KwAq0hyFZE/s1600-h/P1000924.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R7PfDacsL7I/AAAAAAAAAZM/7KwAq0hyFZE/s400/P1000924.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5166718447256350642" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">今年是第一个有情人的情人节。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />可是没气氛。。。礼拜五都要考试。。。所以就心情好点Pink Pink点。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />过Simple的一天。。。</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">一到2月14就不自觉地想要开始派巧克力</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />因为在新加坡的时候和亲爱的们搂搂抱抱过惯了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">结果被讲说V'Day根本不是Friendship Day 过去那是自我安慰</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />呃。。。<br />其实我过去V'Day过得都满开心的说</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />早晨课桌上满满的巧克力</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />Shiduan的Oreo Cheesecake</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">男生买给全班女生的Rose</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />还有Angel给我的两只小猪</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />V'Day的时候我从没期盼过Romance，<br />因为大家在一起开开心心的一天就很好</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />吃到最喜欢的巧克力就很满足拉</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />可是这里让我觉得好没气氛哦~~~都没有人开始做Cookies做Cheesecake</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />不仅不够Pink Pink还不够Noisy</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />哈哈。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />虽然没有想要过明天的V'Day</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />但是还是开心的收到Godiva的Dark Chocolate Truffle</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />桌上好多好多Chocolate...从Christmas开始堆积。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />把每个最好牌子的Dark Chocolate Collection都买给我了<3</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">谢谢。。。只要巧克力和绿茶就可以过活的我</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />每天都因为这一堆巧克力的幸福而Energy UP UP!!!!</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />亲爱的们不要担心我</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />小八在这里过得很好。。。不再一个人。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />即使生病都有人可以暖暖地抱抱。。。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />谢谢带给我这个情人节意义的你</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />我从来不知道自己可以这样安心地去依靠</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />谢谢第一个出现在我生命中的你</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">因为这第一个让我觉得以前的等待都是注定都是值得</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />我们一样尽管无法把握未来却相信未来</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />愿意永远地fully trust对方</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />愿意永远be there for you</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />所以我都没有担心以后会怎样</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />因为只要好好过认真过我们就会一直一起走下去</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">因为相信因为坦白因为了解</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />因为无论什么时候都安心地在我身旁</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />所以我觉得很满足很开心</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />这就足够了。。。<br />在这个世界上让我最开心的人</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />也做这个世界上让你最开心的人</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">然后用最简单最纯真的态度对待“我们”</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />我就什么都不害怕了</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">HaPPy Valentine's DaY</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />小晕，小潘，小peto,MOMO要加油</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />小白要一直幸幸福福的和小de...(有什么巧克力的讯息要告诉我)</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);">然后小八会在这里因为你们的Pink Pink而开心微笑</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />要幸福~</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 255);"><br />HUG~~~~~<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1056187318172865780?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-36149309108620594602008-01-10T00:38:00.000-06:002008-01-10T00:54:41.260-06:00徒劳无功我这一个月的痛苦<br />两个礼拜的挣扎<br />几千字的报告<br />原来都是徒劳无功<br />原来我始终太天真<br />天真到以为妈妈真的会考虑我的意见<br />天真到以为我的报告写的有道理我的决定就会得到尊重<br />妈妈你应该早点告诉我的<br />早点告诉我不要白费力气<br />早点告诉我你早已下了决定不管怎样都要我转学<br />我像个傻子还真的去考虑转学的利弊得失<br />还真的去痛苦地割舍我不想放弃的东西<br />原来你给我思考的空间<br />只是希望我回到和你一样的结论<br />都是为我好<br />都是爱我<br />是我太自私<br />我想成为自己喜欢的人，这样的想法太自私吗<br />我想首先对自己负责，这样的想法太自私吗<br />我知道妈妈你爱我<br />可是为什么有时候我觉得那是爱的捆绑<br />我透不过气来<br />我始终不得自由<br />做对我最好的决定<br />可是你确定那是最好的吗？<br />你怎样确定<br />于是你生气了<br />我的坦白让你伤心了<br />你说我这20年带给你只有伤心，焦虑，难过，失望<br />我无法让你为我骄傲<br />我知道那是气话<br />可是作为我最最爱的妈妈的你<br />连这样的话都说出了<br />我的心真的是寒到骨子里<br />对不起妈妈<br />我做不了你的木偶<br />成为不了你的理想<br />我只是我 想做自己决定的我<br />如果你无法放手<br />那我只好松手<br />只是我真的好痛<br />看不到颜色 无法微笑的痛<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3614930910862059460?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-27353899726843460422007-12-19T13:13:00.000-06:002007-12-19T13:15:42.689-06:00Holiday Again考完啦考完啦~<br />终于又进入Holiday Mood<br />都有一点不知所措了。。<br />昨天晚上跟妈妈讲Daniel的事情<br />紧张到我~ToT~<br />不过还好妈妈没有冲过来把我杀掉<br />哈哈哈~<br />下午要去逛街买Present的说<br />可是为什么阿鱼还没起床了!!!<br />青春宝贵阿亲爱的<br />快点起床！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2735389972684346042?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-79601238551502518472007-12-15T21:18:00.000-06:002007-12-15T21:23:15.533-06:00Finals进行式Finals考到一般偷偷上来。。。<br />今天才把Human Evolution解决了。。。<br />再也不用碰跟Biology有关的东西了<br />开心开心~~<br />哈哈<br />上个礼拜偷偷买了某人的圣诞礼物<br />全球限量500个<br />我碰运气刚好找到<br />算是解决了最头疼的问题了<br />=)<br />还有两门进行中~~<br />Fighting!!!~~<br />考完就可以美美睡觉了!!<br />这两天身体不方便加睡觉少加Stress<br />丑死了丑死了~~ToT~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7960123855150251847?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-2884839850788555622007-12-04T20:55:00.000-06:002007-12-04T20:57:27.030-06:00我把戒指弄丢了。。。<br />感觉好像把你们弄丢了。。。<br />我好难过。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-288483985078855562?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-25462783592677488602007-12-04T12:53:00.000-06:002007-12-04T20:58:05.663-06:00Movie<p>上个礼拜五去uptown Landmark Theare看了Blade Runner</p><p>1983的片子，Final Cut版本</p><p>虽然是1983对于2017的想象现在看来有点荒谬可笑</p><p>但效果和演员都是现在那些电脑做出来的无法比拟的</p><p>只是~~</p><p>里面时不时出现的中文和日语</p><p>还有让我很无语的日本演歌</p><p>明明是在LA发生的事件为什么这么Asian呢？</p><p>不过那个叫Bredberry的Building，</p><p>名字是Science Friction Author Bred</p><p>恩。。算是很妙的一个细节</p><p>这个礼拜五Atonement就要上映啦</p><p>~啦啦啦~我要去看~~</p><p>HaPpy Watching MoviE^@^</p><p>没有电影就不能活的我。。。</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2546278359267748860?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-30768846692850759502007-12-02T00:03:00.000-06:002007-12-02T00:25:28.662-06:00Snow Storm第一场Snow Storm...<br />下午从Daniel家回来以后看着满地的雪兴奋得坐不住<br />就找Julie出去玩<br />再怎么样下一场这么大的雪都要拍照啊~~<br />忘记带手套。。。<br />冰天雪地真的不是开玩笑的。。<br />本来想去Hong Kong Noodles喝汤结果实在走不过去<br />就近在Village Wok吃了过早的晚饭<br />雪真的好厚~~<br />很多地方根本就埋没到小腿了<br />走得好艰辛<br />可是我们还是不顾美国人奇怪的眼神<br />很游客地拍了一堆照<br />好开心~<br />看见雪真的会从心里微笑<br />能一起看到初雪的恋人<br />恋情就能长长久久<br />这样美好的说法<br />我真的愿意相信<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R1JOIs-MLjI/AAAAAAAAAS0/n3dSzFL0UNc/s1600-R/P1000666.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5139256036201082418" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R1JOIs-MLjI/AAAAAAAAAS0/Y7N305lW9A4/s400/P1000666.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />和Julie MM在艰辛走到Village Wok的路上~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3076884669285075950?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-80502797528982484142007-11-27T01:14:00.001-06:002007-11-27T01:20:33.042-06:00冻死了刚刚从Library回来的时候开始下Snow Shower<br />很美好是很美好<br />但是风中的滋味真是不好受啊~~<br />零下15度~~<br />从明天开始最高温度都不会高过零下2度~<br />小八要被冻死了<br />我要回去新加坡!!!<br />一天比一天冷到3月<br />我一定会懒得出门每天逃课躲在房间的<br />终于知道White Christmas也没什么好的<br />因为根本出不了门<br />现在在外面已经比在冰箱里还冷了<br />据说真正到冬天连Soft Drinks放在外面都会冻爆掉<br />Er...我这么怕冷的人<br />恐怕是活不了了。。。<br />冷。。。<br />T.T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8050279752898248414?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-76482860281318125202007-11-26T13:29:00.000-06:002007-11-26T13:40:46.980-06:00烦烦烦<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R0sgU_tkOHI/AAAAAAAAASU/z-tOUMNbFdw/s1600-h/P1000628.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5137235345018206322" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/R0sgU_tkOHI/AAAAAAAAASU/z-tOUMNbFdw/s400/P1000628.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>后院阳台上的积雪</div><div> </div><div>Thanksgiving四天的假一下子就过去了</div><div>Back to School</div><div>3 weeks to finals</div><div>可是第一天我就头痛发烧逃了上午的课</div><div>中午起来看下学期选课的东西心烦得不像话</div><div>我要好好读书啊~可是真的看到Paper就freak out</div><div>怎么办~~~</div><div>去洗个澡然后又要去上课</div><div>心里面真的好烦躁</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7648286028131812520?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-78656866342882559952007-11-22T13:22:00.000-06:002007-11-22T13:28:20.000-06:00ThanksgivingHaPpy Thanksgiving~<br />在daniel家吃Smoked Turkey和Pumpkin Turkey<br />窗外下了一夜的雪已经积了厚厚一层了<br />在温暖的室内<br />火炉旁边看电影<br />这样的Thanksgiving好理想化哈哈<br />Anoka安静而空旷的天空<br />后院大得无边无际的Yard<br />还有一只漂亮的黑色母狗<br />我在沙发上昏昏欲睡<br />明天要去坐飞机!!!<br />今天要养足精神!!!<br />可是怎么办~我好像吃太多了。。。<br />T0T~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7865686634288255995?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-67846193818132764752007-11-16T10:48:00.000-06:002007-11-16T12:20:35.201-06:00我累了我累了。。<br />大清早地看到你在我Blog上的留言<br />然后看你的Blog<br />我累了。。。<br />我们终究还是分道扬镳的好<br />因为本来就是两个世界的人<br />都不愿好好地道歉<br />都责怪自己责怪对方<br />我不想讨厌你<br />我错了<br />对不起<br />可是已经太晚了<br />我从来没有轻蔑嘲笑你什么<br />对于你的一切我都是心疼的<br />可是我累了<br />对于怕伤害你体谅你累了<br />所以我伤害了你<br />我写在Blog上的这些本不想让你看到的<br />因为你一直没有看过我的blog<br />很多东西你都不知道<br />你妈妈的事那天我发给你的两封邮件你看了吗<br />你没有 你在我电脑上打开邮箱的那次我看到了<br />未读<br />所以我乘你离开的时候偷偷删掉了<br />我想我的关心你是不上心的<br />我一厢情愿的心疼照顾终究是累了<br />我是自私的 你终究不是我的什么人<br />我不善良我不温柔我做不了永远不生你气的那个好朋友<br />于是我赌气 我真的不理你了<br />我是真的真的生气了<br />于是你来看我的Blog了<br />于是你自己写到我是悲哀的了<br />于是我可以体会到你的讨厌了<br />我是达到目的了吗<br />我从没想过这样的结果<br />但也没办法了<br />真的已经太晚了<br />太远了<br />我以为我做不到放任你自生自灭<br />我以为我不可以失去你这个最最特殊的人<br />可是我发现我的心冰冷陌生得超出我的想象<br />我们原来从来都不是朋友<br />原来很久之前你背对我睡着的时候我们之间的距离就已经很远<br />我们从来都不是一个世界的人<br />是的我幼稚我死死抓住你无心的话不放<br />没关系 你怎样想都没关系<br />都怪我不好 是我小心眼地赌气<br />是我不讲道理<br />对不起<br />然后<br />祝你如你所愿的生活和被爱<br />去你喜欢的地方做喜欢的事<br />爱你所爱的人然后得到你想要的幸福<br />不管我们的生活还会不会再有交集<br />即使很久以后听到你的消息<br />我还是会开心会欣慰<br />谢谢在刚来美国的这三个月出现在我生命里的你<br />虽然我从来不曾真正了解你<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6784619381813276475?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-33900319165651785292007-11-14T16:33:00.000-06:002007-11-14T16:47:57.026-06:00はちご一整天都躲在房间<br />看天亮来又暗下去<br />河对面的灯熄灭了又亮起<br />实在读不进书了开始看NANA<br />看最后的NANA<br />扎着很久没扎的冲天辫<br />抱着枕头一边吃草莓<br />一边泪流满面<br />不知道为什么这个礼拜以来都一直绷紧着<br />在ナナ冲进奈奈房间发现什么都没有留下来的时候<br />我开始歇斯底里地哭泣<br />好想念被摸着头叫小八的日子<br />好想回去那种无论怎样都温暖着的安心<br />在我不再是小八以后我开始学着不再任性<br />可是我好累<br />我后悔了<br />我后悔离开无论发生什么都不会离开我的你们<br />我摔碎了我的草莓杯<br />我离开了我的空房间<br />然后我面对陌生的房间<br />陌生的人<br />窗外陌生的风景<br />发现谁的短信都填不满我心里的洞<br />我好想做回小八<br />可以白痴可以任性可以耍小脾气的小八<br />可是我回不去了<br />我再也回不去了<br />为什么当初我要离开<br />为什么在这一刻我只能绝望地后悔<br />疯狂地想念<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3390031916565178529?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-68895837305031751712007-11-13T13:30:00.000-06:002007-11-14T22:29:47.549-06:00Mature or Immature?如果所谓的混乱和痛苦就是成熟的表现<br />那我宁愿做一个幼稚的小孩<br />简简单单的生活<br />不要以为你有多成熟<br />在我看来长大的代价并不是牺牲掉单纯而美好的相信<br />你也没有资格随便批评我的感情<br />如果你那些复杂而混乱的经历就是你成熟的象征的话<br />对不起我宁愿拥有你嘴里那种“幼稚”的感情<br />安安心心的喜欢和依靠<br />我觉得这样可以长久的感情<br />才是成熟的感情<br />生气，猜忌，伤心，一夜堕落，falling angels，<br />吵架然后原谅<br />这样的过程太折磨人<br />这样的感情太激烈<br />不适合过一辈子<br />所以我宁愿选择平淡如水的小甜蜜<br />这两个礼拜连别人都觉得我开始变成乖孩子了<br />准时上课，每天泡图书馆，不必要时不熬夜<br />谢谢让我安心生活的人<br />这才是我理想的生活<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6889583730503175171?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-17180825316141948912007-11-11T21:04:00.000-06:002007-11-11T21:10:47.689-06:00Losing through Gaining礼拜六晚上经过Hong Kong Noodles<br />看到鱼,妈妈和chris在里面<br />只是隔着一面玻璃<br />突然觉得我离他们好远<br />一个礼拜没有怎么和鱼碰到<br />Chris和妈的话更是连面都没见到<br />没有主动去找他们的话<br />果然是连碰面都可以避免的<br />不想打给Chris<br />没有事的话打给妈很奇怪<br />鱼的电话又每次打过去都关机<br />一个人住在Yudof的我<br />真的好孤独<br />真的好想他们<br />我在这里最最亲的三个朋友<br />可是是最最亲的朋友的话为什么可以这么久都不找我<br />他们有彼此在Bailey陪着<br />是以为我绝对不会觉得孤独吗？<br />可是我想你们<br />想死你们了<br />但看到你们的时候<br />这种距离感是怎么来的呢<br />为什么觉得<br />你们离我好远<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1718082531614194891?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-82734277810709822882007-11-07T18:40:00.000-06:002007-11-07T18:51:30.308-06:00选课又要开始Spring 2008的注册了<br />我在课和课之间挣扎着<br />也在转不转学之间挣扎着<br />Maybe<br />It is time to make a Decision<br />我究竟要做什么？<br />究竟真正Care的是什么？<br />因为有在乎的人就放弃更好的学校吗？<br />因为学Econs可以赚钱就放弃喜欢的design吗？<br />基本定下来的课是intro to Psychology, intro to Sociology, Intermediate Microeconomics, Linear Algebra and Differential Equations, Energy and the Environment<br />全是专业课和为了Fulfill requirement的<br />一点都不Exciting<br />可是好玩的课我这个semester学下来发现真的很辛苦<br />Design什么的太多Studio work太writing intensive<br />在freshman 1st semester玩够了的我<br />是不是应该面对现实拿超高的GPA学无聊却必要的课呢？<br />Life is never easy...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8273427781070982288?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-76471841007304602602007-11-06T00:43:00.000-06:002007-11-06T01:12:18.708-06:00first snow<div>从昨天晚上就开始的急性肠胃炎<br />让我今天一天都无法从床上爬起来<br />只能弯着身子饿着肚子昏昏沉沉<br />据说外面温度已经到了零下<br />可是满室阳光加暖气完全欺骗了我<br />我穿着Shorts和背心在床上看书<br />然后午后两点的时候<br />电话突然来了<br />下雪了<br />真的<br />窗外不知不觉安安静静地下着雪<br />初雪 应该和爱的人在一起的初雪<br />像棉絮一样地可爱地落在我的窗台上<br />虽然只是两分钟的雪<br />但因为一起看着微笑着而幸福<br />我喜欢这样安安静静的感觉<br />安心地依靠着坦白而真诚<br />突然定下心的我<br />是不是应该因为这样任性想念然后小小幸福的自己<br />而觉得不可思议呢<br />突然很想结婚<br />想要永远的依靠<br />其实这个想法对于这个年纪的我太可笑太不实际了吧<br />但生气的时候不开心的时候生病的时候<br />有一个焦急而关心的声音<br />真的会觉得好很多吧<br />当一个男人对你说毕业后不管做什么请先嫁给我<br />不管怎样自由的女人都会小小动心和感动吧<br />Minnesota的初雪<br />我在自己的温暖世界里<br />带着夏天的心情看冬天的美景<br />想要好好珍惜</div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RzATr9NcqVI/AAAAAAAAAR0/INmNFSCX2h0/s1600-h/P1000601.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5129621621461264722" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RzATr9NcqVI/AAAAAAAAAR0/INmNFSCX2h0/s400/P1000601.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>在Mall of America一起看到的wedding cake</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7647184100730460260?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-85779112196053619942007-11-01T20:59:00.000-05:002007-11-01T21:07:22.315-05:00Nov 1st11月1日<br />想起来A Level那么近在眼前的事<br />其实已是一年之前了<br />离开了很多人<br />离开了某种生活<br />认识了很多人<br />开始了某种生活<br />回忆和未来的交替迅速得让我无法言语<br />想念和遗忘<br />悲伤与幸福<br />我的人生一直都在不断颠覆着<br />但真的<br />一点都不辛苦<br />因为人和人之间的相识就是美丽的<br />我珍惜着这所有的<br />我的Cherish<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8577911219605361994?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-7379859823899861402007-10-30T20:54:00.001-05:002007-10-30T21:39:14.893-05:00Eternal Happiness<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyfjqdNcqUI/AAAAAAAAARs/Ma3K8WJXF84/s1600-h/y1pXaomhTVQTGVeflI84iynsBsJKjRgRCmqfQO5xBlE_Xlmq-pgnMEnrQXVrbuxLDNckuxZ9qGxudU.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127317019319642434" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyfjqdNcqUI/AAAAAAAAARs/Ma3K8WJXF84/s400/y1pXaomhTVQTGVeflI84iynsBsJKjRgRCmqfQO5xBlE_Xlmq-pgnMEnrQXVrbuxLDNckuxZ9qGxudU.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>跟亲爱的们分享我的快乐和幸福<br />因为我希望你们也幸福<br />让我失望的人我会好好忘记<br />让我幸福的人我会紧紧拥抱<br />因为我想要简单的生活<br />单纯的开心<br />暖暖的小小心跳<br />和随时随地都可以依赖的肩膀<br />Kiss Kiss~<br />亲吻你们我的亲爱的们<br />在幸福的时候我想起的依旧是你们<br />因为从以前直到现在<br />呆在我身边让我微笑的<br />都是你们</div><br /><div>小八好开心~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-737985982389986140?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-74841660359318593812007-10-29T11:14:00.000-05:002007-10-29T11:17:49.298-05:00END这就是朋友<br />我就是一个insignificant的朋友<br />你说你Enjoy ur loneliness<br />所以你在想要回到你一个人世界的时候就随随便便把我踢开<br />OK<br />没关系<br />我除了失望以外已经没有其他情绪<br />既然你这样不珍惜<br />那我也没有必要因为这个而伤神伤身<br />我伤心的时候身边已经不再是你<br />而你已经成为我伤心的理由<br />那么<br />也许this is the end<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7484166035931859381?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-62191744534107562052007-10-28T17:25:00.001-05:002007-10-28T17:25:16.078-05:00我生气了！！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6219174453410756205?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-54906998010789088042007-10-28T13:41:00.000-05:002007-10-28T13:51:48.493-05:00Boundaries本来应该开心的<br />但是纠结<br />如果因为这样会失去什么<br />那我宁愿什么都放弃<br />你是我发生什么都想第一个分享的人<br />可是到底怎么了<br />在最最重要的时候<br />你拒绝听我的而离我远去<br />请告诉我原因<br />在我想要说的时候你不再在我身边<br />你说你在失去一个最最Close的朋友<br />可是我觉得是你在放弃她<br />我从没想过离开<br />所以你不会失去<br />除非你自己放弃<br />这道你竖起的墙<br />请你把它推倒<br />因为它阻挡了真心<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5490699801078908804?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-46168343839393381202007-10-25T17:00:00.000-05:002007-10-25T17:43:36.078-05:00Thursday<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyEcB9NcqTI/AAAAAAAAARk/ETOq9BYsa2g/s1600-h/P1000488.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125408670860749106" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyEcB9NcqTI/AAAAAAAAARk/ETOq9BYsa2g/s400/P1000488.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><div>又是礼拜四<br />终于温暖阳光<br />喝咖啡<br />吃Cookies<br />忘记考试<br />忘记作业<br />穿Diesel的男生衬衫<br />带暖暖长长的白围巾<br />安静的读书<br />听The Marshmarrow Kisses<br />单薄而甜蜜地哼唱<br />晚上还有课还有考试还有实验<br />但什么都会过去<br />什么都可以忘记<br />冬天来之前秋天最后的尾巴<br />扫过一地落叶<br />灿烂得像是遗留的阳光<br />想起你们<br />想起那里多得溢出来的阳光<br />眯着眼睛看太阳<br />仿佛就是一直在我身边般的温暖</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4616834383939338120?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-28067784947547962782007-10-24T22:44:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:51:52.545-05:00在听的歌<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyAR39NcqPI/AAAAAAAAARE/qELstFu6wvU/s1600-h/1541968.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5125116028969068786" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RyAR39NcqPI/AAAAAAAAARE/qELstFu6wvU/s400/1541968.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div>还是喜欢听中文的indie</div><div>喜欢简简单单哼唱的感觉</div><div>最近在听的专辑</div><div>看不见的城市漫游</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">⊙Notes for看不见的城市漫游文：嘉琳 </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">01三人烦- aniDa曲：aniDa词：aniDa编：Steve Lee/Randy Ho/蔡志浩 </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">aniDa的demo原是绮贞系的校园Folk，但超爱五月天的aniDa和嘉琳忽发奇想，找来一班“band仔”朋友free jam，在好友Justin Siu的Innonation里同步录音，能量型的Garage Rock版本“三人烦”就在这即兴的一晚诞生。 录音过后，大家都汗流浃背，像背了20kg的backpack跑呀跑，成功“逃到天涯海角”，开始漫游！ </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"> </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">02 After Leslie -嘉琳/Adrian Chan曲：嘉琳词：游思行编：Adrian Chan </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">嘉琳的曲写于2003年Leslie Cheung逝世后的一星期，纪念了偶像Leslie的离去。后来想起监制Adrian Chan是Leslie的音乐好友，于是找来游思行写了一个嘉琳和Adrian因Leslie而相遇在咖啡店的故事，再“说服”Adrian处女开腔合唱。Bossa Nova的吉他声和不太纯正的“法式”国语交错于Monmarte的Caf和CWB的Mackie Study之间……</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"> </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">03 Interlude 1 -飘着- The Marshmallow Kisses曲：Peter@MMK诗：Edine@MMK编：Peter@MMK </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">旅途上的一切景物随火车前进而往后退，变成过去。但回程时，它属于未来。</span><a href="mailto:Edine@MMK"><span style="color:#ffccff;">Edine@MMK</span></a><span style="color:#ffccff;">的诗和专辑概念天衣无缝，以两种语言娓娓道来在旅途上的无奈和淡淡的哀愁。</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"> </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">04失踪者-嘉琳曲：嘉琳/Steve Lee词：陈铭匡编：Steve Lee </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">2001年暑假，东京留学时，好友突然失踪。嘉琳理性地用犯罪学书本上的方法寻遍这东洋市，不果。唯有写一首歌。 2004年圣诞翌日，在南方的好几个城市，数十万人遇到世纪“津波”(Tsunami)，这一首歌也同样献给他们：“怀着信念，直至重获他心跳”。</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">05没开启的信- inLove曲：Daniel@inLove词：<a href="mailto:Lu@inLove">Lu@inLove</a>编：inLove </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">爱人出走了，两人之间的距离拉远了。但离开后，更觉双方可贵，距离又不再打紧了。inLove的Daniel和Lu ?手诉说爱怎样战胜距离。</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">06 Interlude 2 - Sliding Landscape - The Marshmallow Kisses曲：Peter@MMK诗：Edine@MMK编：Peter@MMK </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">离开家，因为好奇，因为有梦。但世界并不完美，悲愁欢乐都被不夜城吞没了，剩下还有什么？MMK短短的interlude再次为专辑的起承转合起重要作用。 出走很久了，起程回家吧！</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">07 Travelling Home - aniDa曲/词：aniDa编：Peter@MMK </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">离开是为了回来。从旅居地回去属于自己的家，在天空飞翔之际，忘掉过去的面孔，挂念家的人和事。重回旧地，却是重新开始。 感谢</span><a href="mailto:Peter@MMK"><span style="color:#ffccff;">Peter@MMK</span></a><span style="color:#ffccff;">的编曲，曲末的45秒弦乐使人万里长空中仍感动落泪。</span></div><div></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">08 Farewell to Summer - inLove/嘉琳/aniDa曲/词：Lu@inLove编：inLove </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">初秋星期天早上，跑到红叶铺地的石路，吸无尽的新鲜空气，有无尽的欢愉。Farewell to Summer说的是梦想、探索、和无限的可能性。 </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">很庆幸inLove贡献了这感人一曲，</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">以开怀的adlib为这<看不见的城市漫游>暂划上句号。</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"> </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">无论身处哪个城市，碰见过几多脸，还是要向前走。 </span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">活着走，就有梦！</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2806778494754796278?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-75653122828660362682007-10-23T17:20:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:53:26.792-05:00Bomb Threat刚刚收到Email<br />学校再次收到Bomb Threat~~~<br />于是鱼上的Econs被取消<br />Blegen Hall, Social Sciences Building, Anderson Hall被清空<br />真是好命~~~<br />为什么这种事情不发生在礼拜四~~<br />这样我的Human Evolution night class就可以被cancel<br />为什么~<br />现在好想跑去西岸看热闹<br />可是这里的学生都一副见怪不怪的样子<br />Er...<br />果然是美国...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7565312282866036268?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-36813119231068059732007-10-22T12:55:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:53:59.470-05:00Smile^^~礼拜一的早上<br />很难得已经做完了所有功课看完了所有书<br />却起不来<br />肚子痛~~menstro pain<br />结果还是两节课没去上<br />来了两个月<br />身体还是水土不服着<br />两个月来了4次<br />我可以失血过多而死了。。。<br />难得温暖的天气又过去了<br />窗外阳光灿烂欺骗着我的眼睛<br />出去的时候被冷风一凌厉<br />就想要逃回宿舍<br />逃回我暖暖的被窝<br />天哪~冬天的时候我怎么办<br />不会每天赖在床上起不来吧。。。。<br />跑到starbucks买Caramel Macchiato<br />暖着手顶着风过密西西比河<br />居然还是开心<br />尽管全身都不舒服<br />还是从心里微笑着<br />因为平静<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RxzmHIvf93I/AAAAAAAAAQ8/G8pWJh5cJgU/s1600-h/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_118.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5124223486320965490" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RxzmHIvf93I/AAAAAAAAAQ8/G8pWJh5cJgU/s400/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_118.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3681311923106805973?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-22151160427339167202007-10-21T00:22:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:02:38.862-05:00DRUNK<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rxrkaovf92I/AAAAAAAAAQ0/hPJqY-rGkbs/s1600-h/cigarmartini.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123658672351737698" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rxrkaovf92I/AAAAAAAAAQ0/hPJqY-rGkbs/s400/cigarmartini.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>昨天心情很不好</div><div>来美国后第一次喝酒</div><div>非法年龄</div><div>还是一口气喝了3大杯Rum和Vodka</div><div>结果以吓到别人的速度喝完。。。。。</div><div>半小时后我晕了~~</div><div>不是醉了。。是晕了。。。</div><div>然后困死了。。</div><div>然后就睡在人家床上了。。。</div><div>晕了以后真的没有办法思考。。。</div><div>意识很清醒却很懒得讲话。。。</div><div>糜烂的Friday Night。。</div><div>我因为酒精而觉得幸福。。。</div><div>从郁闷中解脱</div><div>果然除了眼泪就是酒精了。。</div><div>喝酒之后所跟随的是自己真正的想法吗？</div><div>晕了之后</div><div>觉得其实这样在身边也很好</div><div>总是想太多顾虑太多的我</div><div>是不是应该跳出清醒时自己扎的网</div><div>酒后是任性的放纵？</div><div>还是内心的解脱？</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2215116042733916720?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-3500513906042986812007-10-17T23:29:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:02:48.704-05:00Kimchi Ramen下着蒙蒙细雨的晚上<br />房间出奇地暖和<br />因为头痛昏昏沉沉睡到十点<br />起来关了灯开着电脑<br />看咖啡王子一号店的最后一集<br />吃泡菜拉面<br />谁的电话都不想接<br />谁的短信都不想回<br />把自己隔在一个自己的黑暗里<br />被辣出眼泪<br />生活太令人微笑的时候<br />就会想爬回自己的地方窝着<br />暧昧被质问以后<br />就不得不面对不得不思考<br />然后痛苦而绝然地放弃<br />因为我无法放弃我自己的世界<br />我太自私<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-350051390604298681?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-71178953138782844722007-10-11T20:56:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:55:35.238-05:00躺在床上开始写小说<br />写不下去<br />会痛<br />不敢回忆<br />怕回忆太清晰<br />不敢想象<br />怕失望<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7117895313878284472?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-46499386651914751182007-10-10T16:24:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:03:02.379-05:004:30PM<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rw1GsUb5GuI/AAAAAAAAAQs/nf7BPq4UBTE/s1600-h/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_0091.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5119826078604008162" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rw1GsUb5GuI/AAAAAAAAAQs/nf7BPq4UBTE/s400/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_0091.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div>礼拜三的下午<br />睡到1点半<br />躺到3点半<br />逃课<br />躲在温暖的房间里<br />自欺欺人<br />拒绝冰冷的温度<br />想喝热咖啡<br />想吃Hot Choco Cake<br />想要看一部电影静静流泪<br />淡淡微笑<br />想要抱住一个人<br />想要抓住一些东西<br />想要放弃很多<br />如果可以的话我想要有一块橡皮擦<br />擦掉爱的和不爱的记忆<br />然后<br />空白而单纯的<br />快乐</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4649938665191475118?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-56971418106377909922007-10-08T22:59:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:56:23.513-05:00Monday Night礼拜一的晚上<br />在图书馆呆到半夜<br />因为明天要考试<br />听五月天的香水<br />写B'Day Letter给Yun Hsiu<br />以前Prelim时候的回忆全都回来了<br />熬夜读书<br />一心一意准备A's<br />然后苦中作乐忙里偷闲地找乐子<br />Mid-Term来的时候还是很辛苦<br />尤其因为你们不在身边<br />没有人陪在身边说笑玩乐<br />只能期望这样专心读书可以拿到好成绩吧<br />周末要搬家了<br />搬去离学校比较近的全校最好的宿舍<br />2-person super suite<br />得过设计大奖的建筑<br />所以今天一天都好High<br />果然还是要一个让我心满意足的家<br />这样才觉得背后是温暖的<br />Fighting~<br />Aja~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5697141810637790992?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-52484772652350576152007-10-08T00:58:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:56:39.245-05:00Weekend~在礼拜一到来的时候缅怀一下我的周末<br />礼拜五的时候跟鱼，她男人，和Daniel去吃了泰国菜<br />很兴奋很有种地点了Tom Yum Soup还要了超辣的<br />虽然开心幸福到无法言语<br />但不久之后我的胃就开始Complain<br />然后和鱼，妈，Chris去看Lust, Caution<br />色戒在这里是NC17而且一刀未剪<br />果然美国就是好<br />新加坡连盛夏光年那么含蓄的床戏都剪了<br />亏那还是R21的<br />在Uptown一家充满了Old Hollywood风的theatre里<br />被李安深深震撼<br />完全无法思考无法呼吸的震撼<br />好的电影永远都无法让我满足于第一次<br />下个weekend还要再去看一次<br />那时候就可以好好思考<br />这个张爱玲用30年写了30页的故事<br />李安讲出了张爱玲隐藏的东西<br />而且并没有像半生缘一样太过直白而变得世俗<br />这就是这部电影的成功之处吧<br />好喜欢里面的床戏<br />心口好痛好想哭的唯美与张力<br />一点都没有情色感<br />虽然梁朝伟三点全露了~这真的是艺术的境界了<br />好喜欢汤唯~看了她之后想一下国内的女星~没有一个可以胜任这个角色<br />她们都美得太俗太直白了<br />具体的评论我下个礼拜看完第二遍再写<br />然后在MAC买了$200的化妆品~败家啊~<br />然后吃了很有情调的Sushi Tango<br />试图点SAke结果被查ID~我好想喝酒~<br />礼拜六的下午去看了超漂亮的枫叶<br />在Taylors Falls Interstate Park<br />真的好像电影里面的景色~都不用加渲染的自然的颜色<br />而且在旺季都可以体会到的安安静静的欣赏<br />这就是美国地广人稀的好处吧<br />今天就是完全的学习！！！8个小时在WalterLibrary的Mugging...<br />因为下个礼拜开始就是Mid-term了<br />好久没考试都完全没紧张感了<br />晚上12点Library关门才回来。。。<br />幸亏有人送...最近学校又是抢劫案又是强奸案的说<br />说安全果然还是relatively的啊~<br />下个礼拜要Fighting~<br />考完了试就可以疯狂地玩了<br /><p><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwnM_0b5GrI/AAAAAAAAAQU/TuBRTKmyQpQ/s1600-h/lust_caution_500.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5118847848262736562" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwnM_0b5GrI/AAAAAAAAAQU/TuBRTKmyQpQ/s400/lust_caution_500.jpg" border="0" /></a> </p><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwnQ3Eb5GsI/AAAAAAAAAQc/SfDkeIVzs60/s1600-h/DSC_0183.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5118852095985392322" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwnQ3Eb5GsI/AAAAAAAAAQc/SfDkeIVzs60/s400/DSC_0183.JPG" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5248477265235057615?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-89745726542069746512007-10-03T12:30:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:56:55.145-05:00Papers Papers Papers!!!连续两天凌晨4，5点睡觉<br />以至于变成了黄脸婆都没脸见人了<br />所以昨天晚上下定决心要在12点之前睡<br />咬咬牙把作业抛到脑后美美睡一觉<br />结果根本就越睡越累嘛~~~<br />而且从10点下课到现在就一直埋在图书馆的电脑前<br />赶我今天下午要交的两份Arts paper<br />Gallery也还没去。。。<br />画也没画。。。<br />写了10页终于完成第一份关于Photographer Wing的Paper<br />还有一份临摹一份Evalution没做<br />下午3点半的课啊~~~<br />我要疯掉了~~<br />喝了一大杯的White Mocha<br />结果result in一小时内跑了5次restroom<br />我的生活好乱<br />好讨厌这样的生活<br />我想要早早睡觉正常吃饭<br />想要做好孩子<br />可是怎么办~~<br />我的Papers啊~~<br />哭~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8974572654206974651?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-55591159220975778052007-10-02T19:43:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:57:32.995-05:00妈妈生日快乐！！！<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwLnZkb5GqI/AAAAAAAAAQM/dR-YdHH5sqQ/s1600-h/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_0119.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116906553109715618" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwLnZkb5GqI/AAAAAAAAAQM/dR-YdHH5sqQ/s400/Professional_Photography_Cake_and_Desserts_0119.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>妈妈生日快乐！！<br />感谢52年之前的今天外婆生下了你，所以这个世界上才有了我，才有了最无私地爱我的人。<br />和妈妈在一起的时间加起来不到5年，可是我知道，和妈妈的亲，并不是因为所谓的距离产生美感，而是因为在我的成长道路上，您虽然不是最常常陪在我身边的人，但却是最最关心我最最为我考虑的人，是我无论如何都可以随时依靠的人。<br />和妈妈在一起的时间，虽然会有吵闹，虽然会有怨言，但妈妈您永远都苦口婆心地想要教给你女儿所有，即使知道幼稚的任性的我可能把您的谆谆教诲当成耳边风，都希望哪怕我可以听进一点一滴都好，希望我可以少走弯路，希望我可以面对欢乐多过痛苦。<br />21年，您的照看您的辛苦您的费心，您用您的岁月换回我21年平坦的道路，我在这条路上可以勇敢地无所畏惧地走下去，因为我知道背后永远都有您，在我跌倒的时候第一个扶起我的人，在我走错的时候第一个拉回我的人，在我无法决定的分叉路口时给我建议然后放开手让我自由地做不令我自己后悔的决定的人，所以这一路我走得虽然总有点跌跌撞撞，但总是安心地聆听自己内心的声音。<br />我知道，也许再过两个21年，妈妈您就无法陪在我身边。我无法忍受这样的想法，但想要让您放心的是，女儿已经长大成人，已经在努力地成长为可以独立成熟地生活着的人。即使妈妈不在身边，女儿都会好好地走下去，对自己负责地走下去。<br />当有一天您不得不放开我的手，我希望那是安心的放开。<br />女儿不孝，妈妈至今还需要为我担心为我努力扒金，但我一定会早早地让这份投资变成最有价值的，回报率最高的。<br />我一路活得任性妄为，只是现在我已懂得我不仅仅为自己活着，人活着的责任让我需要好好思考好好做选择，人生不允许哪怕是一次的失败，所以在决定前我需要保证自己不后悔，<br />妈妈剩下的人生，我会好好负责。<br />生日快乐妈妈～<br />您的健康您的快乐就是女儿最大的幸福。^^!!! =]</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5559115922097577805?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-22011186938994826152007-10-01T04:36:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:57:46.949-05:00最开心的人<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwDC1Eb5GpI/AAAAAAAAAQE/7mOEuoR7Wco/s1600-h/untitled35.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116303393672469138" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RwDC1Eb5GpI/AAAAAAAAAQE/7mOEuoR7Wco/s400/untitled35.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div>我总是怕麻烦</div><div>总是怕伤害</div><div>总是爱躲回我那个小小的自由的世界里去</div><div>这次也一样。。。</div><div>想要回去</div><div>可回去了还出得来吗？</div><div>会失去出来的勇气吧</div><div>可是还是好想回去</div><div>真的很害怕</div><div>自私的我</div><div>还没有准备好吧</div><div>纠结中。。。</div><br /><div></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">给最开心的人</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">小潘的MSN~我一看就爱上的歌词</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">穷途末路之时</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">我急需的是你声音</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">每当天色阴沉</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">你就像太阳为我暖身</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">对于朋友你的细心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">已足够花去半数时间</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">尚有精神娱乐大家</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">从没离群</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">情路段段不幸</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">你用办法没有上心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">惯于利用经验</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">叫身边的人勇敢</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">对于情感你很有心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">却未曾听过你埋怨</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">为了打救旁人幸福</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">没时间伤心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">感激你最开心的人</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">陪伴着我每个无眠夜深</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">用你笑声修补我不幸</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">过滤失落重获信心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">只不过谁为你认真</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">习惯了悲哀中救伤的你</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">没法放开开心的责任</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">抱着心事无人问壮烈牺牲</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">每当落泪之前你可找谁听你说话</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">每当热闹之后你最想谁为你留下</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">记得那天你失了踪</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">我顿时惊觉我未能够</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">像你一半有耐性</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">为旁人操心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">多得你最开心的人</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">陪伴着我每个难熬夜深</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">用你笑声粉饰了天地</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">告别失望重获信心</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">只不过谁为你着紧</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">若你想哭</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">即管放心吧我不会过问</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">你可尽情在我肩膊哭泣</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffccff;">做个凡人</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2201118693899482615?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-61297019630726091002007-09-27T15:50:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:58:00.335-05:00Lightening~在学校Walter Library<br />听Yiruma的First Love<br />喝Java City的White Mocha<br />围着厚厚的围巾<br />上网，睡觉<br />在被隔起来的小小空间里<br />抬头看高挑的漂亮的屋顶<br />华丽却散发温柔光芒的吊灯<br />安心得不象话<br />怕寂寞的我<br />不能一个人吃饭的我<br />却开始喜欢这种不得不一个人呆着的时间<br />窗外阳光灿烂<br />这个学校让人喜欢的地方<br />就是随时随地都能找到可以一个人呆着傻傻听音乐傻傻什么也不想傻傻微笑的地方<br />桥下的Starbucks<br />Anderson前面的大草坪<br />Walter被隔起来的Study Area<br />Coffman舒服得叫人叹息的大沙发<br />Blegen前面的细脚铁桌<br />如果转走了<br />我一定会深深怀念<br />昨天因为Writing拿了90分, Arts拿了A的缘故心情超好<br />陪Chris吃过晚饭后在Coffman前面的桥上<br />看着不远处Downtown的Skyline<br />漂亮得无法形容<br />雷雨前的天空<br />灯火初上<br />闪电划破的那一刹那<br />是任何精心准备的焰火都无法比拟的<br />在那一刻就会想<br />这样的时候有人在身旁<br />有亲爱的你们陪着<br />很幸福<br />这样的景色不是我一个人独自看着<br />很幸福<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rvwa20b5GoI/AAAAAAAAAP8/po86kS6AsSA/s1600-h/n627197714_262298_7695.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5114992805876931202" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rvwa20b5GoI/AAAAAAAAAP8/po86kS6AsSA/s400/n627197714_262298_7695.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6129701963072609100?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-75243497722970000432007-09-25T17:35:00.001-05:002007-10-25T12:58:13.789-05:00MAF and B'Day<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RvmR5Eb5GnI/AAAAAAAAAP0/FazGiUO-n5Y/s1600-h/x1pnp_rgmi5o52uWiD8mU6LywQwwCmGKc8yBbzIelp1ur4mkNlpEpQWcb03zaevkrDfxTgz1T2Q2e1pakHEbiwdku1Klkv7_pv0G7FWNBhC2fNR_EhEfqtm3M4pjR6xSaytaODlC3bzVWk.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5114279261485210226" style="CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RvmR5Eb5GnI/AAAAAAAAAP0/FazGiUO-n5Y/s400/x1pnp_rgmi5o52uWiD8mU6LywQwwCmGKc8yBbzIelp1ur4mkNlpEpQWcb03zaevkrDfxTgz1T2Q2e1pakHEbiwdku1Klkv7_pv0G7FWNBhC2fNR_EhEfqtm3M4pjR6xSaytaODlC3bzVWk.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />1st of all, HaPpy Birthday Chris~<br />其实都忘了今天是中秋<br />昨天半夜去给Chris B'day Surprise<br />和Royalties以前想的种种鬼主意都冒了出来<br />生日，果然还是充满惊喜的好<br />不过那个小孩还真是迟钝得可以<br />我都不小心发错SMS都没感觉到<br />这样12点冲去给Surprise的回忆就会冒出来<br />去年6月考SAT的前一夜<br />还不知死活地冲去Jen的家里<br />棉花糖，Cheesecake, balloons，<br />还有大家一起看到半夜3点的三更<br />结果虽然只睡了3个小时不到<br />心情超好的我，那次SAT变成了考得最好的一次<br />昨天和鱼超兴奋超紧张Plan整个<br />冲去Dairy Queen买Oreo Ice-cream Cake<br />怕它化掉在11：30叫Cab去Bailey<br />然后用很Lao的礼物欺骗他<br />我最喜欢这样的Situation<br />会因为看到惊喜的笑脸而觉得幸福<br />然后和鱼做Econs Homework到5am<br />听Carisa和Chris两边此起彼伏的睡觉杂声<br />然后睡到12点错过我今天唯一一节Lesson<br />用鱼的话来说，我们过得好放荡<br />可是这样放荡的生活让我觉得好开心<br />在吃到月饼的时候才意识到是中秋了<br />这个对我永远都不可能意味着团聚的节日<br />其实除了冰皮月饼对我已经没有意义了<br />可是想起来以前和大家去HC的MAF celebration<br />想起来出去吃火锅<br />还是会觉得另一种团聚也离开了我<br />可是最近没有这么想念你们了我的亲爱的们<br />因为有鱼，有小孩，有Rachel<br />有可以让我从心里咧开嘴笑的人们<br />也许这就是适应了吧<br />新的地方开始慢慢变得熟悉<br />连餐馆的Staff都开始记住我的脸<br />这样慢慢前进的生活<br />我开始Enjoy了~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7524349772297000043?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-45638461822984394782007-09-20T22:29:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:58:21.303-05:00龙卷风以为我到的是美国比较平静的地方<br />结果一个月不到就发现<br />这个地方实在太让我兴奋了<br />开学才两个礼拜就有炸弹威胁<br />今天傍晚的时候又有龙卷风<br />我生出来二十年从没碰到过的事情<br />在这个二十岁的尾巴上全出现了<br />生活太有乐趣了<br />本来今天就闷闷的不太正常<br />可是在新加坡被闷习惯了也就不以为然<br />结果6点不到从East Bank走到West Bank<br />进Wilson Library准备睡一觉<br />等我6点半的夜课的时候<br />突然警铃大作<br />然后我们就全被赶到了Basement<br />说National Weather blablabla发布龙卷风警告<br />后来我很自说自话地从地下穿去我的教室的时候<br />才发现雨大得无法相信<br />以为有quizz的Human Evolution Lab会被Cancel<br />结果老师还是超不给面子的照上课照考试<br />从East Bank过桥走过来的人都是超狼狈<br />还是我比较有先见之明地先过来了<br />不过想起来还真要感谢Chris的不回短信不接电话<br />让我以为他去Wilson找我<br />呵呵~这叫瞎猫碰到死老鼠<br />总的来说超Exciting的一天<br />还有三个礼拜Attach的赌<br />搞到我一天都超High<br />很难得化妆上学<br />才发现最近自己太随便了都完全素颜<br />要Attach果然还是要散发Message的<br />Fighting~<br />为了赌注我都要赢~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4563846182298439478?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-64628357228319797792007-09-19T20:19:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:58:50.374-05:00Rachel写Rachel的原因是因为她要求我写<br />要求我写让她哭出来的话~<br />可是说实在的<br />我写Blog的时候都是很悲伤的时候<br />而和你在一起的时候都开心得没心没肺的<br />你叫我怎么写你嘛~~<br /><br />我是无法忍受一个人的<br />所以在这里<br />有了你~就好象有了一个很安心的所在<br />饿的时候<br />无聊的时候<br />在我最最无法忍受的时候<br />都是你在我身边<br />有很多朋友~是开心的时候一起笑的<br />而你<br />是那个在我伤心的时候也能让我笑出来的人<br />这就是你的Special吧<br />是这样地喜欢你的性格<br />喜欢你的直白<br />喜欢你的搞笑<br />就像一个认识很久的老朋友一样的舒服<br />一样的喜欢<br />一样的可以倾诉<br />一样的可以无所顾忌地抱怨<br />我是很相信缘份的人<br />所以和你认识<br />跟你合得来<br />这样的缘份<br />真的觉得很难得<br />真的觉得要好好珍惜<br />谢谢你亲爱的<br />谢谢你陪我吃饭<br />谢谢你听我的牢骚<br />谢谢你真的有看我的Blog<br />谢谢你在我想要找人说话的时候永远都在线上<br />也许我不是那个可以令你开怀大笑的人<br />可是希望你知道<br />你是那个让我觉得温暖觉得从心底里开心的人<br />我知道你现在很难受莫名的很伤感<br />我不是一个善于安慰的人<br />可是我还是希望我这样碎碎念地写着你的好<br />可以让你看到的时候有觉得温暖<br />因为你一直都在温暖着我<br />是我想到最爱的Strawberry Banana<br />就会想到的人<br />很多话其实本来想找一个Special的时候<br />好好地写给你<br />可是其实我也应该努力变成那个你伤心的时候可以任性依靠的人吧<br />所以现在讲给你听<br />希望给你小小的温暖<br />即使看到的时候没有办法微笑<br />也希望可以痛痛快快哭出来<br />我永远在这里<br />任性的时候不开心的时候<br />我永远在这里<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6462835722831979779?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-85795309007951240722007-09-19T13:33:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:58:59.422-05:00Changes心情很复杂<br />上ZGY的Space<br />知道她真的还是回去以前的人身边<br />落叶归根<br />她这样描述<br />亲爱的你一定受到很多压力吧现在<br />但无论你做出怎样的改变<br />只要是自己真正的心意<br />我都一定会毫不犹豫地站在你那边<br />只是唯一的Les朋友没有了~~呵呵~小遗憾中<br />原来事情真的都没有绝对<br />原来真的只是恰好喜欢上的那个人的关系<br />Sexual Orientation这个Term<br />让我越来越无法相信它的存在<br />但还是好羡慕你亲爱的<br />因为你想爱就爱完全没有犹豫<br />因为你永远跟随自己真心的勇气<br />无论有什么流言蜚语<br />都要带着这份近乎任性的坚强<br />心心永远都相信你<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8579530900795124072?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-45437597545245970082007-09-18T18:59:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:59:11.516-05:00Kiss the RainTwin Cities难得的大雨<br />在近两个礼拜的阳光灿烂却寒风凌人之后<br />终于有了温暖的雨天<br />我是喜欢大太阳的<br />但在这样一个可以穿着拖鞋短裤在雨里奔跑的天气里<br />我开心得傻傻笑出来<br />下了课回到房间看着窗外的雨线<br />突然好想喝热咖啡<br />这样的天呆在房间太浪费了！！！<br />于是在PM 6点的时候带着作业再次出门<br />放弃了公车<br />不撑伞带着帽子听着Yiyuma<br />在已经渐渐小下去的雨里<br />走去Wilson Library<br />路过Starbucks的时候买一杯热Caramel Macchiato<br />一路捧着喝过来<br />在天还没完全暗的学校里<br />突然几天来被作业压得喘不过气的神经一下子就轻松了<br />从心里微笑着<br />然后突然被金黄色的光芒笼罩着<br />抬头的时候<br />发现雨后已是晚霞满天<br />漂亮得让人想哭得天空<br />也许就为了这么一刻<br />一个人跑到美国来也是值得的<br />一个人站在这一片天空下<br />心里的平静<br />独自一个人所给我带来的自由<br />是什么都换不来的吧<br />虽然还有很多Paper要写<br />虽然还有很多考试等着我<br />但仅仅是这一刻<br />驻足停留仰望天空的这一刻<br />已是最让我满足的幸福<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RvBrQD2jhbI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/RYbnud6W9-c/s1600-h/B_Korea_A031_007.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111703500721718706" style="CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RvBrQD2jhbI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/RYbnud6W9-c/s400/B_Korea_A031_007.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4543759754524597008?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-17029701410008358802007-09-16T23:00:00.000-05:002007-10-25T12:59:20.778-05:00礼拜天的十一点现在是Sunday Night, 11pm<br />作为一个乖孩子<br />应该刷牙洗脸上床睡觉<br />可是我现在<br />却有还有60页reading due 明天早上<br />还有6道Visual Arts的问题<br />我应该上床睡觉吗？过和在新加坡一样的生活，颓废然后Care abt nothing<br />还是应该乖乖熬夜赶功课？然后明天上课很无奈的睡着？<br />Choice<br />everything depends on Choice<br />记得新加坡有个组织叫Choice吧~给Homosexual的心理咨询<br />现在完全胡言乱语中~~<br />好困~~<br />但还是不敢睡~~<br />好痛苦啊~~<br />难道我又要像考Prelim的时候一样<br />听着Ai Otsuka的5:09am看窗外日出吗？<br />才开学两个礼拜咧~~<br />神啊~~<br />再多给我一点时间吧~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1702970141000835880?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-66719920089518080092007-09-12T21:02:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:04:35.317-05:00亲亲认识了阿鱼~<br />不知道为什么很像周冠莹的感觉<br />所以很熟悉很贴心<br />然后就疯狂地吃<br />疯狂地Shopping<br />疯狂地以疯狂的行为企图忘记<br />昨天终于买了Light Blue<br />在考虑了一年半以后<br />终于可以枕着它的味道<br />无论试过多少种香水<br />它还是我最想要的味道<br />单纯的想要每一寸空气都充满的味道<br />然后带着它<br />穿着很T的条纹衬衫<br />在阳光灿烂的草地上<br />靠着一棵树<br />被秋天的凉风微微吹着<br />什么都不想<br />读visual arts的书<br />听陈绮贞的歌<br />就幸福想要流泪<br />单纯的美好<br /><br />"我想找一棵栖身的树<br />有阳光<br />有流水<br />还有微风吹<br />该如何面对这未知的一切<br />让自己的思绪沈淀<br />随著天色的改变<br />心情的外衣也要多加一件<br />这些对那些好<br />我想追<br />我想逃<br />其实我也害怕<br />可不可以就这样停下来<br />我要多一点时间<br />好让我再想一想"<br /><br />本来很High的几天<br />在看到MOMO的留言后<br />突然崩溃<br />"我这里的怀抱永远留给你"<br />我好渴望HUG<br />所以在学校看到举着FREE HUG牌子的人都直接贴上去<br />这里的夜里好冷<br />所以突然好想要抱抱<br />抱抱暖暖的软软的你们<br />怕冷的我才不会手脚冰冷地睡不着<br />亲亲~<br />^3^~<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiuaXZEbQI/AAAAAAAAAPI/4-iu9jtTqjU/s1600-h/P1000281.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109525545230822658" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiuaXZEbQI/AAAAAAAAAPI/4-iu9jtTqjU/s400/P1000281.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />刚刚发现我学校真的是Freaking漂亮<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiuYnZEbPI/AAAAAAAAAPA/dCiF6BE7U9U/s1600-h/P1000283.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109525515166051570" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiuYnZEbPI/AAAAAAAAAPA/dCiF6BE7U9U/s400/P1000283.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />很像某个社区的三维效果图<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6671992008951808009?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-14031816153036743262007-09-12T20:57:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:00:04.427-05:00写给你~虽然你看不到<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiZ23ZEbOI/AAAAAAAAAO4/a8BaRYjExxU/s1600-h/%5Bwallcoo.com%5D_ashu_1004448.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5109502945112911074" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuiZ23ZEbOI/AAAAAAAAAO4/a8BaRYjExxU/s400/%5Bwallcoo.com%5D_ashu_1004448.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>你的世界和我的世界不一样<br />我所能做的<br />只是在这个交集的世界里<br />好好地照顾你<br /><br />我不知道心痛代表什么<br />也不知道为什么心痛<br />可是我不想知道<br />不是怕面对<br />是怕对你再次的伤害<br />这样就很好<br />简简单单<br />不想以后我恨我自己<br /><br />我不想再读到你的文字<br />因为每次读到的时候<br />我都无法抑制地悲伤<br /><br />我不敢听你要我听的歌<br />因为听的时候<br />我怕我会看到你单纯的笑的背后<br />那没有微笑的心<br /><br />我拒绝一切复杂的东西<br />但是我无法拒绝复杂的你<br /><br />连我都无法相信我自己<br /><br />这是我唯一不能跟你说的秘密<br /><br />如果这还算秘密</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1403181615303674326?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-27434077047655727472007-09-07T00:29:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:04:53.265-05:00梦呓在躺下半个小时以后<br />再次坐起来<br />睡不着<br />窗外的雨声大得让我无法把它当作背景音乐<br />厕所的抽水马桶坏掉了<br />我在尝试修了15分钟以后最终放弃<br />这是最尴尬的事吧<br />马桶坏掉<br />量了一下体温<br />37.5<br />终于降了下去<br />只是微微的低烧而已<br />于是裹着被子还是开始写东西<br />睡不着的时候似乎只能呓语<br />用刚拿到的耳机听白智英的新歌<br />the sixth miracle<br />她的声音依旧沙沙的安抚人心的舒服<br />一个晚上喝空了3L的水<br />却似乎全都变成眼泪跑了出来<br />听不爱的时候是春天在新加坡打工的时候<br />虽然那里并没有春天<br />半夜的时候从Satsuma下班<br />一个人坐最后一班地铁<br />不小心睡着坐过头的时候就是听着这首歌<br />闪电划破天空心惊胆战地穿过空地的时候也是听着这首歌<br />和小白小晕讲完电话一个人躲避着半夜地上横行的蟑螂走回家的时候<br />也是听着这首歌<br />在24小时的7/11等待新鲜面包到来的1am时依旧听着这首歌<br />以前是喜欢听吵闹的音乐的<br />Punk啊Visual Rock啊<br />因为够热闹<br />从不爱开始爱上了安安静静地什么都不想地听一首歌<br />不带哭腔地不声嘶力竭地只是淡淡地倾诉<br />半夜回家的时候走过天桥<br />Highway依旧是灯火通明<br />脸上的妆都已经掉得差不多了<br />我听着不爱在天桥上和自己玩游戏<br />玩那个过马路的游戏<br />然后在无法躲避的时候闭上眼睛想象车子穿过身体带来的疼痛<br />在高处的时候我常常会有冲动想要跳下去<br />想要缩短那个被空气隔开的距离<br />一直都自虐般地喜欢着一瞬间挥别的感觉<br />如果给我选一种死法<br />我宁愿是一瞬间的<br />突然的<br />从高处跳下<br />然后再触碰到地面之前闭上眼睛<br />再没有距离<br />Minnesota终于要降温了~在这场彻夜的雨之后<br />然后我终于要和我热爱的夏天挥别<br />温暖地炽热地<br />在这个没有归属感的地方<br />最终找到我的归属感<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2743407704765572747?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-11361988600471037442007-09-06T23:14:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:05:13.981-05:00烧，温暖，和理由38.2度~<br />还在继续发烧中的我~<br />一个人在房间裹着被子都觉得好冷~<br />好辛苦~<br />身体和情绪都在跟我的意愿对抗着~<br />想打电话~却发现大家都在忙着~<br />不应该这样任性地去乞求关心的吧~<br />一直都是一个人的~生病的时候都习惯忽视的~<br />为什么这次这么在意~<br />这么想要有一个人陪在身边~<br />明明一个人都是可以的~<br />和Chris Shah在MSN上聊~<br />谢谢你~你是那个唯一的会叫我丫头的~可以让我任性撒娇的~<br />深深地被温暖了~<br />你说人与人之间感情的付出不该是等同的<br />不能期望我关心的照顾的人都会回给我同等的心<br />但我真的是好小心眼吧~<br />尽管明白着这个道理都还是忍不住会生气<br />还是忍不住会觉得悲伤<br />也许我还是没有成熟的心吧~<br />还是会计较会自私地渴求别人的在意<br />每个人都有自己的生活<br />每个人都有自己的世界<br />我没有进入别人世界的权力和资格<br />而我的世界<br />是不是也应该更独立地存在着呢~<br />说我太保护自己的心<br />可是当我愿意打开的时候又有谁愿意接受呢？<br />终究还是一个人的<br />开学以后我在学习着习惯<br />学习着习惯一个人度过课与课之间的几个小时<br />学习着习惯一个人吃甜甜圈喝牛奶<br />也许不久的将来<br />我也会习惯一个人吃饭<br />这些我曾经如何都无法忍受的事<br />当我必须一个人时<br />我都会习惯的吧~<br />然后把自己深深地埋在自己的世界里<br />是成长必须要付出的代价吧<br />裹着毯子<br />看着时钟一点点走到凌晨<br />因为下午睡太多而完全消失的睡意<br />在降温的夜里<br />我终究还是一个人<br />可是有那些曾经的让我安心的温暖回忆<br />就足够了<br />告诉自己<br />关心想要关心的人<br />不要求回报<br />温暖想要温暖的人<br />然后在以后的某一天<br />我传递出去的温暖一定会回来<br />温暖我自己的心<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuDWrd-CNuI/AAAAAAAAAOw/cPrLyOTjt94/s1600-h/x1pxOYwqu4SjF5xM5w4TuWIlKHd0dNLfkc1koSMmhxyWKrivEWgOR2X_MrMe24W7LgHfldAsV5FZ8s3MD4KqrNxMA8xgyj79km7vv5XoGTvWTU4D4gcHRJQm_lCgFb00w6o2Uaa8OdbGffL4I6o5RL5nXPX8MA.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5107318019705681634" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RuDWrd-CNuI/AAAAAAAAAOw/cPrLyOTjt94/s400/x1pxOYwqu4SjF5xM5w4TuWIlKHd0dNLfkc1koSMmhxyWKrivEWgOR2X_MrMe24W7LgHfldAsV5FZ8s3MD4KqrNxMA8xgyj79km7vv5XoGTvWTU4D4gcHRJQm_lCgFb00w6o2Uaa8OdbGffL4I6o5RL5nXPX8MA.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1136198860047103744?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-9556202228265883882007-08-30T00:02:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:01:26.509-05:00会留下，会忘记凌晨12点的时候开始整电脑里的Music File<br />50多个G的音乐<br />杂乱无章<br />但喜欢的歌，即使只是听的那一刻喜欢着的歌<br />都舍不得删掉<br />听了许多很久以前的歌<br />旋律流淌出来的时候<br />突然好寂寞<br />就这样长大了<br />16岁，18岁，20岁<br />马上就要21岁了<br />那个天真的微笑着的年纪真的再也回不来了<br />已经很久没有听Johnnys的歌<br />很久没有去触碰SJ啊神起啊<br />那些曾经可以花痴地不怕别人说浅薄地任性喜欢着的美丽少年们<br />似乎变得遥不可及<br />最近开始喜欢听交响乐<br />就在那种气势磅礴里默默地流泪<br />因为把心都占满了<br />就不用思想不用寂寞了吧<br />纯粹的感动<br />我突然如此渴望纯粹的东西<br />喜欢的Henri Salvador留在国内没有带来<br />想浅浅吟唱的时候<br />却发现已经忘记了<br />那些我曾经可以随意唱出的调子<br />遗忘果然是最快最不近人情的<br />遗忘了之后<br />留下的<br />只有习惯<br />还是会习惯地把KAT-TUN的新歌下下来<br />还是会习惯地把JIn的照片留在电脑里<br />还是会习惯地把电脑每一个盘的名字都改成我曾经深爱的少年们<br />但我们都已经长大<br />我<br />和那些我喜欢的美丽少年<br />当拒绝面对的一切开始变得必然<br />我们突然发现自己孓然一身<br />美好的东西会被忘记<br />因为它们已经不再纯粹<br />所以只能寻找暂时的疯狂<br />因为这是我们的无奈<br />因为我的心<br />已不再任性地属于我自己<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RtZUpd-CNtI/AAAAAAAAAOo/sgd9zz0TFdI/s1600-h/x1pc_jqddVOWRlrVNjV5YBjwZKimQVbP97qrI0n-5hTLBMO6Xp8-FNvhE1ROpibR-hLnTrKFmAwP-KOt74LoRgemxcRUSz_eZNVRXxRazIoE0rlDYx_Q-5RVmvTkTPDNCJnVPn3DbtpC98.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5104360299067225810" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RtZUpd-CNtI/AAAAAAAAAOo/sgd9zz0TFdI/s400/x1pc_jqddVOWRlrVNjV5YBjwZKimQVbP97qrI0n-5hTLBMO6Xp8-FNvhE1ROpibR-hLnTrKFmAwP-KOt74LoRgemxcRUSz_eZNVRXxRazIoE0rlDYx_Q-5RVmvTkTPDNCJnVPn3DbtpC98.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-955620222826588388?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-7437936784269422572007-08-26T22:57:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:01:34.070-05:002nd HOme在两天不能上网以后~~<br />我终于人品再次变好~<br />今天去了Mall of America<br />其实感觉上没有Takashimaya大啦~<br />可是女人的本性果然就是很固执<br />一定要把这里变成我的2nd HOme<br />没有ZARA<br />可是有H&M<br />而且终于有认识一个很好的女生<br />四个人一起出去玩是真的很开心的事情<br />Chris,我有认识另一个男生叫Chris哦<br />发现所有叫Chris的人都跟我好有缘份<br />(小yun你同居的那个除外）<br />陌生的地方果然是要有熟悉的人<br />明天终于使Orientation<br />不知道会不会像我在Council那时那么疯狂<br />但毕竟这里是美国<br />不要让我失望哦~~~<br />Fighting~~!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-743793678426942257?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-2899982197496934542007-08-24T00:39:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:05:42.788-05:00漫天花火时我的身边唯独没有你今天去了State Fair<br />尽管下着雨<br />尽管穿着Shorts冷到现在脚都麻了<br />但美国人少就是好啊~~~<br />玩的时候都不用排队~<br />晚上的时候很漂亮~我就是喜欢灯火辉煌的地方<br />热闹，让人来不及想起寂寞<br />晚上听了Live Band，Live的力量果然是不一样的<br />心都快跳出来<br />心醉神迷就是形容这样的感觉吧<br />十点多的时候准备回Hostel<br />就发现我在这个还不算熟悉的城市迷惑了<br />根本找不到正确的Bus<br />正确的Busstop<br />在转了一个大圈后<br />我独自回到了State Fair<br />问了无数个Policeman得到无数个不同的答案后<br />在Keep trying的路上突然满天花火<br />然后在那被照耀得异常明亮的天空下<br />终于在来到这个陌生的国度后<br />第一次哭了<br />突然觉得好无助<br />在Lost的时候没有yun和白白的电话可以打<br />在想聊天的时候没有小潘和Peto<br />纵使我有着Unlimited的电话时间<br />依然觉得孤独<br />孤独是一个人独处的时候<br />寂寞是在人群中的时候<br />我现在<br />可以算是孤独和寂寞同时了吧<br />安心的倚靠着的人再也不在身边了<br />以为自己什么都行什么都没问题<br />在最终我还是无法独自生活<br />我在陌生的道路上只能忍住我已经无法忍住的泪<br />原来最终我还是脆弱的<br />在徘徊了1个多小时后终于找到了车站<br />两个小时后终于回到了宿舍<br />依旧是一个人<br />我的寂寞我的无助已是没有人可以体会的了<br />只是我深深地想念你们<br />想念我曾经家一般的温暖国度<br />那里也曾有过烟火<br />只是现在<br />满天花火时<br />没有人在我身边<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rs526N-CNqI/AAAAAAAAAOQ/8Q087muQXUE/s1600-h/P1000188.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5102146170411693730" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rs526N-CNqI/AAAAAAAAAOQ/8Q087muQXUE/s400/P1000188.JPG" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-289998219749693454?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-42814310265077916242007-08-22T20:01:00.001-05:002007-10-25T13:05:51.198-05:00I cant ACCESS ethernet!!!still cant use my own labtop~~~555~sigh~~~<br />now in University Village computer room~ not able to type Chinese~<br />had my cell phone done yesterday~new number updated on facebook~<br />and Called Xiao Bai this morning!!! miss u so much dear~ and yun, I couldnt find ur handphone number~ please email them to me!~so i can call u and chat!~<br />int'l phone card here r pretty CHEAP!! 5 bucks for 9 hrs~even cheaper than S'pore<br />went to downtown this afternoon~i Miss ORCHARD sooooooooooo~ much!!!<br />finally settled everything down~nice room, nice weather, nice place~<br />just dun have u my dears here~ xiao ba is alone~ no one here w ever call me xiao ba~<br />sad~<br />I really miss u guys~<br />KiSs kiss fr xiao ba~<br />and btw, ice-cream here is SUPER cheap!!!<br />hhaha...envy me?<br />and yun, GAP is cheap also!!! maybe so u can consider coming here and visit me so u can buy cheap GAP^@^<br />no warm choco cake in Starbucks~<br />maybe cos the person i can share the cake is no longer w me~<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rs53mt-CNrI/AAAAAAAAAOY/G1Osl67TfrA/s1600-h/P1000160.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5102146934915872434" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rs53mt-CNrI/AAAAAAAAAOY/G1Osl67TfrA/s400/P1000160.JPG" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4281431026507791624?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-11574159084233933662007-08-21T04:11:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:05:57.620-05:00到美国了终于到美国了~<br />在折腾很久之后~<br />宿舍超漂亮的]~<br />明天放照片上来~<br />累死了~<br />今天先睡了<br />终于可以access我的blog了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1157415908423393366?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-46358662364686500322007-06-21T20:18:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:06:06.757-05:00Visa PassedYesterday i finally passed my visa...<br />So Bye bye my dearest Singapore!<br />Byebye Industrial design!!<br /><br />Anyway, the process was much easier than i thought....<br />VO是一个超级可爱的老头<br />由于我太兴奋了<br />所以在我过于Enthu的回答下<br />他说了一个Enough之后<br />就把可爱的小绿条给我了<br /><br />1st Question: Why Minnesota?<br />Ans: I have studied in Singapore for the past 4 yrs...<br />Oh, so u got the accent!<br />于是他忘记了自己的问题，gave me e 2nd Qn<br />Show me ur finnancial documents<br />我从我那个巨厚的File中抽出第一`二页递进去<br />然后我就开始Blabla了...<br />Ok dear, it's enough!<br />他就把小绿条贴在玻璃上给我看<br />less than 1 min interview<br />with most of my document unseened<br /><br />于是我辛辛苦苦准备了半个月的材料们就这样英雄无用武之地<br />but anyway, i passed...<br />so now, it's the time for Shopping and Playing !!!!!!!!<br />haha~~~~~<br />damn happy~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4635866236468650032?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-62174602139445333532007-05-31T03:43:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:06:12.658-05:00臭死了一回家就碰到太湖水污染<br />无锡自来水灾害全面爆发<br />臭死了<br />根本就不能用自来水<br />黄黄的臭臭的<br />现在我家连洗澡都用纯净水了<br />奢侈的要死<br />可是没办法<br />现在是夏天<br />是没有水就没法活的时候啊<br />我要逃到其它地方去避难<br />555~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6217460213944533353?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-75454226792562608442007-05-28T21:49:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:06:41.594-05:00Last Day<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RluaYYdI9MI/AAAAAAAAANA/_XZ4EOn7sDg/s1600-h/S8001504.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5069815549207835842" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RluaYYdI9MI/AAAAAAAAANA/_XZ4EOn7sDg/s400/S8001504.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>今天是离开新加坡之前的最后一天</div><div>前几天真的是玩疯了</div><div>拜四的时候跟白白小晕阿潘老婆K到早上6点</div><div>拜六又和MOMO看Overnight Movie</div><div>昨天和Adeline去Shunjuu吃了三个半小时两个人吃掉了$130</div><div>然后和Satsuma的亲爱的们去PartyWorld到3am</div><div>每天白天还是在乖乖的工作</div><div>严重不规律的生活</div><div>严重缺少的睡眠</div><div>但是好开心<br />这样疯狂的玩可能以后都没有可能了</div><div>所以至少这最后几天我要尽情地玩</div><div>听了好多遍“祝你一路顺风”的歌</div><div>真的觉得被深深祝福着</div><div>我喜欢这个只有夏天的地方</div><div>喜欢在这4年半以来碰到的人</div><div>这4年也许会变成我人生中最最宝贵的财富</div><div>虽然不知道自己什么时候还会回来</div><div>回来的时候会不会已经物是人非事事休</div><div>但我还是一定会回来</div><div>以后这个地方我有太多の絆</div><div>最后一天了我终于开始整东西</div><div>终于开始面对我要离开这个地方的事实</div><div>我一定会好好走</div><div>告诉自己不要哭</div><div>因为和你们只是小别</div><div>心在一起便不会忘记<br />比起Goodbye我更愿意说再见</div><div>再见~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7545422679256260844?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-28325143791135258372007-05-26T21:24:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:06:53.324-05:0027小时未眠<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rlj7eodI88I/AAAAAAAAAKw/ct9zVBySHJQ/s1600-h/poster_final.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5069077884279780290" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rlj7eodI88I/AAAAAAAAAKw/ct9zVBySHJQ/s400/poster_final.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>从昨天早上7点到现在<br />27小时未眠<br />又跑去看了一遍Prirates<br />还是没看懂Story Line<br />还在Negotiation的那一段很不给面子地睡着了<br />真的Dun care abt who cheated whom who got cheated<br />每一个角色一下子小人一下子英雄的真地把我搞到很混乱<br />尤其是扫把（小白我绝对同意你）<br />还有那个最Random的Tia Diama<br />除了制造了一个大漩涡之外<br />变回之后的她既没有显示出她的Shocking Beauty<br />Although her look is really quite shocking<br />还有她不懂是哪里的accent让我听得很辛苦<br />但是不可否认的是<br />Visual Effect还是很震撼<br />最最重要的是Depp还是很帅<br />Super Sexy~~~<br />在back fr world's end 的时候准时睡着<br />在final fighting scene的时候准时醒来<br />就是没有错过最Constructive的Part<br />Jack Sparrow<br />还是那样腐败的微笑<br />还是那样玩世不恭吊儿郎当的要命的妩媚<br />却在Will Turner被Davy Jones一剑刺进心脏的时候<br />露出了最最真实的表情<br />如果说平时的Jack令我着迷的话<br />那一刻的Jack让我深深地感动<br />每一个人都得到了看上去最好的结局<br />但我依然期待着<br />命运的继续</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2832514379113525837?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-87788701592105278972007-05-25T01:35:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:07:04.714-05:00PIRATES!!!很早以前就喜欢骷颅头果然是天性哪<br />昨天终于看到了Pirates of Caribbean!!!<br />在Official Release的1st Day<br />幸好一个礼拜前就Book Seating了<br />thursday要看到Midnight 1am的电影居然被Fully Packed<br />大家都Dun care abt midnight charge<br />可见Pirates的魅力有多大<br />没有令我失望的画面感<br />所有CG都做到Incredible的真实<br />那样一个World beyond the world, World's end<br />那样Up is Down的世界<br />没有看过的人真得无法形容那种感觉<br />那种无法呼吸的惊叹<br />Cute&Sexy的JOhnny Depp真的是超Charming<br />大爱！！！<br />可是我要严重抗议，Captain Jack 出来的太少了！！！<br />感觉上整个是塑造了Elizabeth的Hero形象<br />忽略了我们有着独特精神世界的Jack<br />太可惜啦~整个Movie因此少了很多像前两部一样令人迷恋的风情<br />Bloom在变成Captain of Flying Dutchman之后变帅了<br />真的希望有4<br />这样就可以再看到Captain Jack<br />现在脑子很晕~小晕啊我很晕~~<br />满脑子都是Jack的Smoky Eye hoho~~<br />一夜没睡的结果<br />但是在Kbox到早上六点很幸福<br />和Minna San在一起很幸福<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RlaNpYdI87I/AAAAAAAAAKo/4u0JZenUO_k/s1600-h/potc3_jack_1024x768.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5068394172730897330" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RlaNpYdI87I/AAAAAAAAAKo/4u0JZenUO_k/s400/potc3_jack_1024x768.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8778870159210527897?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-67145313697898354262007-05-21T10:54:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:07:21.308-05:00Presents Precious People<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RlHBo4dI86I/AAAAAAAAAKc/VvfEG5J0pH8/s1600-h/S8001469.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5067043963862053794" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RlHBo4dI86I/AAAAAAAAAKc/VvfEG5J0pH8/s400/S8001469.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6714531369789835426?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-40214536616710017072007-05-19T00:02:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:08:45.111-05:00^@^又是One wk的懒惰更新<br />每天超有规律的工作，<br />然后早放工就去找白白晚放工就回家睡觉<br />不知不觉我租得似乎只是一张床<br />和小孩子相处太久了慢慢的耐心变好了<br />可说话的方式也变成了Childish的<br />何况和白白说话跟Primany的说话都差不多<br />和白白和小白一起看SouthPark<br />"F" word可以说成M'k,<br />然后我们的对话中就充斥了这个词<br />可能因为这个礼拜以来身边的人发生了太多的事情<br />自己的事情反而变得不重要起来<br />然后今天早上看Calendar的时候才发现<br />left 10 days...to leave the city<br />可是并没有很不舍得<br />就像当初离开家里一样<br />因为这个已经变成了我的家的地方<br />就像随时都能回来一样的安心<br />下个礼拜都被和朋友的Dating fully packed<br />想像一个Visitor一样地去看这个地方<br />已经理所当然的一切应该会变得很不同吧<br />还是会去Minnesota<br />因为Twin Cities是一个很性感的地方<br />因为Mall of America,应该会变成Orchard一样的1st home吧呵呵<br />Boston是一个昂贵而不性感的地方，古老的街道Nice to visit but not nice to stay<br />Edinburgh是我曾经最想去的地方，但UK没有阳光的天空我怕我会得抑郁症<br />Industrial Design很exciting但我怕我会把一生懒惰在这个地方<br />所以尽管很多人都没听过UM<br />可是我还是渴望在Mississippi River旁的生活<br />至少Minneapolis是City of Best sleeping Quality<br />而睡眠对小八<br />真的很重要<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4021453661671001707?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-64074576383055998422007-05-13T01:28:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:08:51.025-05:00デカバック<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RkawqJn4WFI/AAAAAAAAAKM/4G9USG_mZF4/s1600-h/main.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5063929069208885330" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RkawqJn4WFI/AAAAAAAAAKM/4G9USG_mZF4/s400/main.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p>わだしのNEWかばん！！！ローズブリットのデカバック</p><p>横幅が54cmもあるのであんなものやこんなものなんでも入っちゃう♪ 内側外側に１つずつファスナー付きで収納にとっても便利◎</p><p>ほんど ほんど 大好き</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6407457638305599842?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-33365476189440039312007-05-12T02:27:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:08:58.511-05:00leave30th MAY<br />4:45pm<br />leave Singapore<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3336547618944003931?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-27010831244997497372007-05-11T05:33:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:09:05.580-05:00...HOW COME VISA is so so so damn annoying!!!!<br />so ex and so mafan....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2701083124499749737?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-63492044778779281512007-05-06T01:29:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:09:16.374-05:00Satsuma~My workplace<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj15bJn4WEI/AAAAAAAAAKE/M8NDc45zysY/s1600-h/imgsize.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061335063580923970" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj15bJn4WEI/AAAAAAAAAKE/M8NDc45zysY/s400/imgsize.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj1215n4V_I/AAAAAAAAAJc/jzOezsDq3Vw/s1600-h/5410957%20-%2004_01_2007%20-%20aysatsuma.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061332224607541234" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj1215n4V_I/AAAAAAAAAJc/jzOezsDq3Vw/s400/5410957%2520-%252004_01_2007%2520-%2520aysatsuma.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061332804428126226" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj13Xpn4WBI/AAAAAAAAAJs/9KJywAopUio/s400/R3647-26.jpg" border="0" /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj13XZn4WAI/AAAAAAAAAJk/nVvUrh1lRzk/s1600-h/R3647-25.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061332800133158914" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj13XZn4WAI/AAAAAAAAAJk/nVvUrh1lRzk/s400/R3647-25.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj14T5n4WCI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/SWleuWTFCfg/s1600-h/R3647-27.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061333839515244578" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj14T5n4WCI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/SWleuWTFCfg/s400/R3647-27.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj14g5n4WDI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/OonIs19l4BU/s1600-h/R3647-28.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061334062853543986" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rj14g5n4WDI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/OonIs19l4BU/s400/R3647-28.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div>Isn't it super nice?</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6349204477877928151?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-22549642240071891952007-05-05T22:11:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:08:33.881-05:00WARM CHOCO CAKEIngredients<br />1/2 cup (1 stick) butter, plus a little for buttering the molds<br />4 squares (4 ounces) bittersweet <a class="kLink" oncontextmenu="return false;" id="KonaLink0" onmouseover="adlinkMouseOver(event,this,0);" style="POSITION: static; TEXT-DECORATION: underline! important" onclick="adlinkMouseClick(event,this,0);" onmouseout="adlinkMouseOut(event,this,0);" href="http://www.wchstv.com/gmarecipes/warmsoftchocola.shtml#" target="_top">chocolate</a>, preferably Valrhona<br />2 eggs<br />2 egg yolks<br />1/4 cup sugar<br />2 teaspoons flour, plus a little more for dusting Directions1. In the top of a double boiler set over simmering water, heat the butter and chocolate together until the chocolate is almost completely melted. While that’s heating, beat together the eggs, yolks and sugar with a whisk or electric beater until light and thick.<br />2. Beat together the melted chocolate and butter; it should be quite warm. Pour in the egg mixture, then quickly beat in the four squares, just until combined. 3. Butter and lightly flour four 4-ounce molds, custard cups or ramekins. Tap out the excess flour. Divide the batter among the molds. (At this point you can refrigerate the <a class="kLink" oncontextmenu="return false;" id="KonaLink1" onmouseover="adlinkMouseOver(event,this,1);" style="POSITION: static; TEXT-DECORATION: underline! important" onclick="adlinkMouseClick(event,this,1);" onmouseout="adlinkMouseOut(event,this,1);" href="http://www.wchstv.com/gmarecipes/warmsoftchocola.shtml#" target="_top">desserts</a> until you are ready to eat, for up to several hours; bring them to room temperature before baking.)<br />4. Preheat the <a class="kLink" oncontextmenu="return false;" id="KonaLink2" onmouseover="adlinkMouseOver(event,this,2);" style="POSITION: static; TEXT-DECORATION: underline! important" onclick="adlinkMouseClick(event,this,2);" onmouseout="adlinkMouseOut(event,this,2);" href="http://www.wchstv.com/gmarecipes/warmsoftchocola.shtml#" target="_top">oven</a> to 450 degrees. Bake the molds on a tray for 6 to 7 minutes; the center will still be quite soft, but the sides will be set.<br />5. Invert each mold onto a plate and let sit for about 10 seconds. Unmold by lifting one corner of the mold; the cake will fall out onto the plate.<br />Serve immediately.<br /><br />Can Anyone make this SWEET little cake for me??<br />Hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2254964224007189195?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-17586916454087852442007-05-05T10:45:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:09:43.650-05:00What An Amazing Butterfly<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjymv5n4V9I/AAAAAAAAAJM/0sSW4b4iseE/s1600-h/05052007011.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061103423109748690" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjymv5n4V9I/AAAAAAAAAJM/0sSW4b4iseE/s400/05052007011.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Couple BAg~with YUN~</div><div>For MEmorio~~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1758691645408785244?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-16793441348255473922007-05-03T02:53:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:09:56.839-05:00Ski-U-Mah<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V8I/AAAAAAAAAJE/K5oxO5fWZy0/s1600-h/30_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060261162843133890" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V8I/AAAAAAAAAJE/K5oxO5fWZy0/s400/30_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>REASONS why my UNIVERSITY ROCKS!!!<br />experts agree....the Twin Cities is the place to be!<br />*Rolling Stone ranked the University of Minnesota ninth in the country in its "Schools that Rock" competition.<br />*The Twin Cities have more theater seats per capita than any world city other than New York.<br />*A recent survey by Carnegie Mellon University ranked the Twin Cities metro in the nation's top 10 in the "Bohemian Index" for the concentration of creative people.<br />*Minneapolis is the top city for technology in the U.S. according to the March 2005 issue of Popular Science, the world's largest science and technology magazine.<br />*There are over 30 direct bus routes and 6,000 bike racks on campus.<br />*Minneapolis is the "Most Fun City in America," according to makers of Cranium.<br />*Sports Illustrated recently named Saint Paul its "Sportstown."<br />*Minneapolis is the cleanest city in the country according to Travel + Leisure.<br />*The Saint Paul Winter Carnival is the nation's oldest and coldest civic celebration, going strong for over 115 years.<br />*Minneapolis ranked third in Esquire magazine's 2004 "Cities That Rock" list.<br />*The Twin Cities is home to five professional sports teams, including the Timberwolves, Lynx, Twins, Vikings, Swarm, Thunder, and Wild.<br />*Runner's World named Minneapolis the number-two city in the nation for running. Minneapolis has 55 miles of biking and running trails that connect 22 lakes and 170 parks.<br />*In 2004, Forbes magazine named Minneapolis-St. Paul 19th nationwide among the best metro areas to launch a business or career.<br />*The Twin Cities is the second "coolest community for young talent," according to Next Generation Consulting.<br />*Fortune magazine named the Twin Cities the fourth-best area to work and raise a family.<br />*U.S. Sites and Development declared the Twin Cities the sixth-best area in the country for projected job growth.<br />*Money magazine chose the Twin Cities as the best Midwestern city in which to live.<br />*The United Way declared Minnesota the best state for quality of life.<br />*The 2003 College Destination Index rates the Twin Cities as the fourth most desirable big city in which to attend college, ahead of New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles.<br />*The Twin Cities metro is a thriving business community, home to 18 Fortune 500 companies.<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjmmEpn4VzI/AAAAAAAAAH8/bkDkDvcH7Sg/s1600-h/01_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060258255150274354" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjmmEpn4VzI/AAAAAAAAAH8/bkDkDvcH7Sg/s400/01_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-5n4V2I/AAAAAAAAAIU/ZGCgaXVJoLo/s1600-h/26_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260355389282146" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-5n4V2I/AAAAAAAAAIU/ZGCgaXVJoLo/s400/26_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-5n4V1I/AAAAAAAAAIM/yt-oSIhxRc8/s1600-h/20_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260355389282130" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-5n4V1I/AAAAAAAAAIM/yt-oSIhxRc8/s400/20_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-pn4V0I/AAAAAAAAAIE/hArWGEJ0o28/s1600-h/07_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260351094314818" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmn-pn4V0I/AAAAAAAAAIE/hArWGEJ0o28/s400/07_03.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V4I/AAAAAAAAAIk/C6ez9-V4jjc/s1600-h/32_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260900850128770" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V4I/AAAAAAAAAIk/C6ez9-V4jjc/s400/32_03.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V5I/AAAAAAAAAIs/vQ7lPXoAd3Q/s1600-h/42_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260900850128786" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V5I/AAAAAAAAAIs/vQ7lPXoAd3Q/s400/42_03.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V3I/AAAAAAAAAIc/Gd9Eh6vzaBM/s1600-h/28_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060260900850128754" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmoepn4V3I/AAAAAAAAAIc/Gd9Eh6vzaBM/s400/28_03.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V7I/AAAAAAAAAI8/AO0aAkFT6JI/s1600-h/08_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060261162843133874" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V7I/AAAAAAAAAI8/AO0aAkFT6JI/s400/08_03.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V6I/AAAAAAAAAI0/3EKPlNzWVwI/s1600-h/06_03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5060261162843133858" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rjmot5n4V6I/AAAAAAAAAI0/3EKPlNzWVwI/s400/06_03.jpg" border="0" /></a></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1679344134825547392?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-38618619371203675342007-05-01T22:30:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:10:03.549-05:00Eternal Summer<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjgTOpn4VyI/AAAAAAAAAH0/enVX5AidXx8/s1600-h/1.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5059815323762972450" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjgTOpn4VyI/AAAAAAAAAH0/enVX5AidXx8/s400/1.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#cccccc;">Eve of Public HOliday<br />和MOMO去看了午夜场的Eternal Summer<br />好喜欢好喜欢好喜欢<br />托人家买的票，因为是R21的<br />也因为ID Check在Starbucks里提心吊胆了好久<br />可是进去以后真的觉得好值得<br />天天姐姐很喜欢的片子<br />我也终于看到了<br />最然被剪掉了很多<br />以至于除了题材之外没有什么够得上R21的<br />但还是好喜欢<br />很美的画面感<br />很美的配乐<br />很美的故事<br />不激烈却自然美好的感情<br />就是让人禁不住地叹气，心疼，遗憾<br />淡淡地微笑<br />好像他们的感情是这样的理所当然<br />没有去深想什么<br />这样的片子只是适合淡淡的回味<br />如果深究着那些为什么，那些可惜的与错过的<br />心底那种毫无理由的喜欢的感觉就会消失了吧<br />守恒，正行和慧嘉<br />他们真的就像是恒星，行星和彗星的关系<br />但在这个故事里，没有三角恋情，没有讨人厌的角色<br />真的，就像原本就存在着一般理所当然<br />也许我会看第二遍第三遍<br />也许会像王的男人一样成为我心里的经典<br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">也许再一次的时候我会为他们流泪</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">但现在我只想记住午夜三点空荡荡的Cinema里</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">它带给我的美好而单纯的感动</span></span><br /><div><span style="color:#cccccc;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjgNQZn4VxI/AAAAAAAAAHs/-TzpMT3_-Zo/s1600-h/U1513P28T17D4642F229DT20061011043955.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5059808756757976850" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RjgNQZn4VxI/AAAAAAAAAHs/-TzpMT3_-Zo/s320/U1513P28T17D4642F229DT20061011043955.jpg" border="0" /></a></span></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3861861937120367534?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-54752286911301186022007-04-29T02:39:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:10:12.468-05:00Aptitude Test, Abnormal Test<span style="font-family:Arial;">Just came back from NUS ID aptitude test~~<br />2 hours long but only have 3 questions...<br />Three abstract abnormal and irritating questions///<br />Never ever think e test is challenging or watever<br />cos' when u r taking it, u r actually challenging ur own confidence<br />Creativity is not everything in ID<br />If u cant make it out, no creativity w be expressed...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><strong>1st Question: Make an abstract model to express "Lightness and Heaviness"</strong><br /></span>Yes I made a church, using 3 white paper, 1 scissor and scotch tape.<br />NO coloring is allowed.<br />Time is limited.<br />But when I finished my 1st piece of Art Model, I wondered whether i chose e wrong course.<br />Not an object, but a building...<br />Isn't it Architecture?<br />Siao...<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;"><strong>2nd Question: Use 5 key words to describe the quality of the following objects in the picture<br /></strong></span>One teapot<br />One house in forest<br />For the teapot: Sharpness against softness, Simple with ergonomics, Reflection, Hot or Cool, the last one i forgot...<br />For the house: Open nature, Connection, Platform, Lightness in Darkness, Zen...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><strong>3rd Question: Use the idea of "lightness and Heaviness", design an object/furniture for one or more pple to sit<br /></strong></span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;">Yes I designed my first very own chair on paper</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">"Talking Chair"</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">Especially for Couple and Friends.<br />Isn't it cute?<br />Two back to back glass transparent chair, connected at the top<br />Filled with water<br />So that the water can flow from one chair to another<br />representing the understanding of each other.<br />A dark color round ball in-between the two chairs, open topped.<br />I call it "Rubbish Bin"<br />Where couples and friends can throw all the misunderstanding and unhappiness inside<br />So that they can talk openly and freely<br />There is plant inside yes!!! Cute cute little plant...<br />When they finishing talking, they can witch on the little turner below the connection part of the chair so that water can be released into the "Rubbish Bin".<br />And their very own "LOVE PLANT" or "FRIENDSHIP PLANT" can grow up...<br />it is designed back to back cos i hope face expression, tears, all these things wont affect what u wanna say..<br />NO Face to Face<br />But see the Real Face inside each other's soul<br />HeAr the REal Voice<br />But isn't the chair a bit unrealistic?><br /><br />Anyway I finished my 1st interesting and irritating experience...<br />No satisfaction<br />No regret</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">Just for Memoir...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5475228691130118602?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-25100569497959842752007-04-26T21:28:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:10:19.905-05:00WHAT A HELL从早上起来就再看NUS ID Aptitude Test的东西<br />WAF<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">The Written Test is a 3-hour examination comprising the following 5 sections:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">1 Interest</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">2 Visualisation -- a) 2 and 3 dimensional perception, b) structural concepts</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">3 Visual composition and sketching</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">4 Design logic and information</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">5 Design appraisal</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Do you need to prepare specifically to take the Test?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">No. The test is for use with candidates from diverse educatonal and cultural backgrounds. It is also used for overseas candidates</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"><br />Pls Tell me How AM I GOING TO PREPARE FOR THIS?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2510056949795984275?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-44375649903008386822007-04-26T05:49:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:10:41.553-05:00今天真是个好日子<strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">P 22/4 日记</span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">第1344回 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">PM 7:10 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">早晚好 (^^)P </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">今天和仁说了很多话呢 。 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">从早上7点半就开始聊呢 。 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">俺要拍求婚大作战，很早就起了 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">那家伙因为时差也早起了 </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">亲友回日本了! (^^)P </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">今天真是个好日子啊！！！ (^_^)Y</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">果然是亲友呢</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">那么以后</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">以后的以后</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">再见到我的亲友的时候</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">一定也会说</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">今天真是个好日子啊！！！ (^_^)Y</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4437564990300838682?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-16485524123104224602007-04-25T05:52:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:10:47.219-05:00王者归来仁回来了！！！<br />我最爱的BAGA回来了<br />他果然信守了承诺<br />带着漂亮的American English<br />还是熟悉的那种神态<br />幸福的感觉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1648552412310422460?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-76662500783763310912007-04-21T10:23:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:11:05.669-05:00Moments<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioycGwBs0I/AAAAAAAAAHc/SpzGP9tbiug/s1600-h/2903545.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908990106579778" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioycGwBs0I/AAAAAAAAAHc/SpzGP9tbiug/s320/2903545.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />炫耀的熔岩：2月8日，夏威夷火山国家公园，熔岩从基拉韦厄火山上流入太平洋。熔岩在这周中从两个地点流入海洋，为游客们上演一处热烈的表演<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioycGwBs1I/AAAAAAAAAHk/gX_kXt8uQbM/s1600-h/pb051222116.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908990106579794" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioycGwBs1I/AAAAAAAAAHk/gX_kXt8uQbM/s320/pb051222116.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />扯动心弦：美国士兵罗伯特·华莱士与自己9个月大的女儿Kelcey告别，他将从阿肯色州的查菲堡赶赴驻扎伊拉克。华莱士的部队将赴巴格达帮助训练伊拉克士兵。<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrWwBsvI/AAAAAAAAAG0/6iEAy_cVkDM/s1600-h/2903461.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908152587956978" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrWwBsvI/AAAAAAAAAG0/6iEAy_cVkDM/s320/2903461.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />冰茧：1月6曰，美国俄勒冈州的罗斯伯格，路边的一片草被冰块包裹着<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrWwBswI/AAAAAAAAAG8/iYUESxkcka8/s1600-h/2903520.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908152587956994" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrWwBswI/AAAAAAAAAG8/iYUESxkcka8/s320/2903520.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />交错搭配的天气：5月19日，美国爱荷华州Peosta郊外，阳光、乌云和雨水交错成了这里的“混合”天气<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrmwBsyI/AAAAAAAAAHM/9t72x6BOzXU/s1600-h/pb051222113.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908156882924322" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrmwBsyI/AAAAAAAAAHM/9t72x6BOzXU/s320/pb051222113.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />头顶上的小憩：10月5曰，在美国纽约的美国自然历史博物馆的蝴蝶展室，3岁的卢拉·冈萨雷斯注视着一只停在自己头上的蝴蝶。<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrmwBszI/AAAAAAAAAHU/eAWXkUtFJN0/s1600-h/pb051222114.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055908156882924338" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioxrmwBszI/AAAAAAAAAHU/eAWXkUtFJN0/s320/pb051222114.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />感恩的建筑：11月17曰，美国德克萨斯州达拉斯感恩广场的感恩礼拜堂，人们望着闪耀光辉的窗户<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3GwBssI/AAAAAAAAAGc/eGxzbWKGKKM/s1600-h/2903504.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055907254939792066" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3GwBssI/AAAAAAAAAGc/eGxzbWKGKKM/s320/2903504.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />婴儿床上的音符：6月22日，斯洛伐克东部城市科西策的一家私人医院里，刚出世的婴儿正在听着莫扎特和韦瓦尔第的音乐。人们相信这些音乐有助于婴儿适应子宫外的世界<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3GwBstI/AAAAAAAAAGk/kFAQvLi6s3U/s1600-h/2903532.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055907254939792082" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3GwBstI/AAAAAAAAAGk/kFAQvLi6s3U/s320/2903532.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />与水流同行：10月9日，越南达拉，佛教僧侣从磅古瀑布旁走过。这座100英尺高的瀑布也被称作天堂瀑布，吸引着世界各地的朝圣者和游客<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3WwBsuI/AAAAAAAAAGs/ybOF4fTQSLk/s1600-h/pb051222124.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055907259234759394" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riow3WwBsuI/AAAAAAAAAGs/ybOF4fTQSLk/s320/pb051222124.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />用奔跑感觉雪花：11月26曰，美国科罗拉多州，一只盲犬在雪中奔跑。这是它出生以来第一次和雪的亲密接触<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiovSmwBsqI/AAAAAAAAAGM/WSCFZ7kqKYc/s1600-h/pb051222101.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055905528362939042" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiovSmwBsqI/AAAAAAAAAGM/WSCFZ7kqKYc/s320/pb051222101.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />走在严寒中：2月7曰，伊朗首都德黑兰的Azadi广场，一位妇女走在寒冬的风雪中。<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiovSmwBsrI/AAAAAAAAAGU/LgrOdgnpDxY/s1600-h/pb051222104.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055905528362939058" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiovSmwBsrI/AAAAAAAAAGU/LgrOdgnpDxY/s320/pb051222104.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />旋转的大麻烦：5月11曰，一连串的雷暴“超级细胞”逼近内布拉斯加州格瑞德岛市。当局发布了数个.警报，无人受伤。<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rioun2wBsmI/AAAAAAAAAFs/3PKaF-oBDWM/s1600-h/2903496.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055904793923531362" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rioun2wBsmI/AAAAAAAAAFs/3PKaF-oBDWM/s320/2903496.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div>一箭双雕：4月13日，德国汉堡的哈根贝克动物园，晴朗的下午，一只鹈鹕口含两条小鱼。<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rioun2wBsnI/AAAAAAAAAF0/O-CoC_0vDR0/s1600-h/2903502.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055904793923531378" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rioun2wBsnI/AAAAAAAAAF0/O-CoC_0vDR0/s320/2903502.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />光头的团结：5月3日，美国偌纳克教会学校，18岁的AndrewGillespie患上了骨癌，他知道自己将在化疗中掉光所有的头发，于是在治疗之前理了光头。回到学校后，他发现同学们陪他一起也都理成了光头</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioueWwBslI/AAAAAAAAAFk/h6u2-6ZkdZc/s1600-h/2903498.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055904630714774098" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RioueWwBslI/AAAAAAAAAFk/h6u2-6ZkdZc/s320/2903498.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />雨滴下落，但不是价格下落：3月22日，美国加利福尼亚州圣弗朗西斯科的加油站，汽油的价格映在雨滴上。此前的两周，汽油价格上升幅度超过12美分，创下新高，达到每加仑2.13美元<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiouXWwBskI/AAAAAAAAAFc/Y7zerldeLpw/s1600-h/2903497.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055904510455689794" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiouXWwBskI/AAAAAAAAAFc/Y7zerldeLpw/s320/2903497.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />流线型：6月26日，美国加利福尼亚州圣塔克拉拉的游泳大奖赛上，世界记录保持者AaronPeirsol正在进行仰泳的比赛。<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riot32wBsiI/AAAAAAAAAFM/I-9RAEsZR48/s1600-h/2903547.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055903969289810466" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Riot32wBsiI/AAAAAAAAAFM/I-9RAEsZR48/s320/2903547.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />星辰闪耀：10月22日，白俄罗斯明斯克以西150公里的新格鲁多克，群星点缀的天空下，中世纪堡垒的遗迹仿佛也被照亮<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiotpWwBshI/AAAAAAAAAFE/8Ux7yTtJz8U/s1600-h/2903453.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055903720181707282" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiotpWwBshI/AAAAAAAAAFE/8Ux7yTtJz8U/s320/2903453.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />沙暴：4月26日，伊拉克与叙利亚和约旦的交界处，一起沙暴咆哮着穿过阿萨德沙漠。气象专家说这种延伸4000到5000英尺的沙暴十分罕见<br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiotbmwBsgI/AAAAAAAAAE8/5gQYyqrjE3w/s1600-h/pb051222109.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055903483958505986" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiotbmwBsgI/AAAAAAAAAE8/5gQYyqrjE3w/s320/pb051222109.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />花样折射：6月14曰，美国明尼苏达州，雨滴落在一朵春白菊上，花瓣上的水珠折射出许多朵春白菊。<br /><br /><br /><div>讲完吃的以后来挽救一下我的形象<br />从别的Blog偷来的拉<br />只是因为有Minnesota的小雏菊<br />呵呵~私心</div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7666250078376331091?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-23954735745637804472007-04-21T10:12:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:11:15.133-05:00FoOd^3^大前天我可爱的Chef炒了NinikuChahan给我吃<br />还附赠了一个形状极其漂亮的荷包蛋<br />前天和Adeline偷吃了Yasai和Okaka Onigiri<br />和便利店里面的饭团果然是天上地下<br />昨天去MOM的时候碰到了好久不见的Council friend<br />请我吃了Delifrance做晚餐<br />今天陪我亲爱的老板出去演讲<br />请我吃了我无比热爱的Beef Lazanie<br />突然发现其实我日子过得还是满幸福的<br />至少是有的吃有的享受的快乐的工作<br />可惜的是因为这样快乐的工作<br />每次都错过白白和小晕的晚餐<br />我好想蹭你们的饭哦!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2395473574563780447?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-83823625251833983182007-04-20T04:40:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:11:24.695-05:00。。。杀人的不是枪，是人。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8382362525183398318?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-13909788348515004132007-04-17T23:30:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:11:44.805-05:00Death<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiWqSVsZJrI/AAAAAAAAAE0/6gU0g_YTyEo/s1600-h/17virginia3.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054633388830959282" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RiWqSVsZJrI/AAAAAAAAAE0/6gU0g_YTyEo/s320/17virginia3.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>一直对死亡没有什么概念<br />直到昨天看到Virginia Tech的枪案<br />33条人命<br />在几分钟之内被一个长相猥亵的Korean扼杀<br />可能是因为那是自己即将要去的国度<br />突然觉得它离我好近<br />可是并不能因为这样就放弃吧<br />毕竟命中注定的劫数是躲不过的<br />可是还是觉得害怕<br />那样的死我是绝对不会甘心的<br />不明不白的成为变态的牺牲品<br />如果是我的话绝对不会瞑目<br />绝对会变成恶鬼的<br />何况他那样轻易地自杀了<br />真的是太便宜他了<br />三十多条人命<br />还有无法想象的影响和后果<br />对世界所造成的损失<br />这样的人<br />真应该凌迟啊火烙啊被群蛇咬死啊<br />最不人道的酷刑都不足以抵过他做的这些好事<br />这样的人<br />决不能允许他轻易地死掉<br />可是他就是这样举枪自杀<br />也许这就是我对于这个事件最气愤的地方吧<br />想到那些学生的父母朋友<br />教授们的孩子<br />我就觉得好心痛<br />可是其实新加坡也不是这样安全的地方<br />人生就是充满危险的<br />所以更要好好地过每一天<br />好好地对待身边的每一个人<br />不要留下一点遗憾<br />因为也许下一分下一秒<br />就再也没有机会讲感谢和抱歉的话<br />Every second is a gift from God<br />Don't take it for granted</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-1390978834851500413?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-33869691412813028212007-04-16T10:38:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:13:18.808-05:00离开今天凌晨的时候知道了自己最终还是要离开<br />离开这个熟悉的地方<br />离开这里习惯的生活<br />离开热带美好的气候<br />离开世界上最好吃的辣椒<br />离开我曾经以为可以轻易放弃如今却放不下的一切<br />可是我还是会走<br />哪怕再也不会回来<br />也会走<br />因为这就是我的人生<br />今天在Starbucks一个人吃WarmChocolateCake的时候<br />突然想到几个月后<br />在US的Starbucks<br />一定也会有WarmChocoCake吧<br />这样就好了<br />每一次吃的时候就一定会想到亲爱的你们<br />温暖的<br />幸福的<br />美好的<br />我一辈子都不会忘记的你们<br />不管怎么样总是会有这么一天吧<br />离开的时候<br />会告诉自己还会见面<br />因为这四年<br />已经是我最最宝贝的Cherish<br />小白，晕，阿潘，老婆，MOMO，Peto~，阿冰<br />小八真的很喜欢很喜欢你们<br />比喜欢茶叶蛋喜欢桃子还要的喜欢<br />所以即使小八走了<br />即使你们几年看不见我<br />即使再也没有人叫我小八<br />在街上有人叫小八的时候我还是会回头<br />因为那是我属于你们的名字<br />我最喜欢最宝贵的名字<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3386969141281302821?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-71792120976816155492007-04-13T22:40:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:12:05.624-05:00忘记早上碰到了Yan Ni<br />变得好女人所以差点认不出来了<br />谈起Secondary的那些人<br />发现自己好多都叫不出名字了<br />好多人都不知道在哪里了<br />尽管只是2年前<br />却似乎变得很遥远<br />初到这里的心情<br />充满了希望和新奇的时候<br />也变成不完整的记忆<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-7179212097681615549?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-59606004236576594672007-04-13T01:28:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:12:12.852-05:00Lunch Time吃午饭的时候<br />听到坐在后面的人<br />讲着我很熟悉的Term<br />突然就很怀念去年的这个时候<br />A Level还没有开始<br />什么都有可能<br />不像现在<br />所有的一切只能接受<br />无法改变<br />后面的人讲着China的Trade Supplus<br />US的Trade deficit<br />讲着Normal Distribution和limit<br />很熟悉却很遥远的感觉<br />好像自从A's完了以后<br />这一切就从我生活里销声匿迹<br />现在想起来真得很想念Econs<br />很想念FM<br />很想念那样单纯的充满着小烦恼和大快乐的生活<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5960600423657659467?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-24730824627670542082007-04-13T00:12:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:12:23.643-05:00生日快乐虽然有点晚<br />但亲爱的小潘生日快乐哦^@^<br />真的是承蒙您照顾了<br />尤其是姐姐我囊中羞涩之时:P<br />昨天好不容易大家见了面<br />吃了Swesens<br />小白和小晕因为Interview早早回家了<br />虽然其实也已经是11点的说<br />然后和老婆和小潘走啊走啊<br />在很有情调的SingaporeRiver吃了很没情调的沙爹<br />在Kbox吼到了3点<br />在意识到没有NR之后我无奈地Taxi回家<br />然后现在又来开始我的Office生活<br />虽然是混乱的见面<br />却是幸福的<br />都在为Money忙碌的我们<br />能这样好好聚在一起真是太好了<br />在这样非常的几个月里<br />Minna San都要<br />Aza!!!<br />Fighting!!！<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rh8VcvsqA1I/AAAAAAAAAEk/KHQUf3eOq9Y/s1600-h/12042007139.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5052780890517275474" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rh8VcvsqA1I/AAAAAAAAAEk/KHQUf3eOq9Y/s320/12042007139.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />在Office一个人呆到9点<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rh8VefsqA2I/AAAAAAAAAEs/CXrYmELaytI/s1600-h/12042007142.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5052780920582046562" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rh8VefsqA2I/AAAAAAAAAEs/CXrYmELaytI/s320/12042007142.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />晚上12点的老婆的Fav Place<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2473082462767054208?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-68115217788631794152007-04-09T21:27:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:12:56.704-05:00Niniku Chahan礼拜天的时候我工作了14个小时<br />礼拜天的时候我吃了一盒Ferrero<br />礼拜天的时候我可爱的Chef炒了Niniku Chahan给我吃<br />礼拜天的时候我穿着短和服和木屐在Clark Quay的酒吧间飞奔<br />礼拜天的时候我努力运用我学的Physics结果失败<br />礼拜天的时候我第一次这样讨厌日本人<br />礼拜天的时候我被一个女人的尖叫吓到过后半个小时神志不清<br />礼拜天的时候一个可爱的小婴儿抢走了我的毛毛手机链<br />礼拜天的时候我完全没有感觉到这是礼拜天<br />直到吃完Niniku Chahan才发觉<br />明天是礼拜一<br />我休息 <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rhr5sPsqAzI/AAAAAAAAAEU/DNBAG_QJiFs/s1600-h/07042007137.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5051624470572827442" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rhr5sPsqAzI/AAAAAAAAAEU/DNBAG_QJiFs/s320/07042007137.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rhr50PsqA0I/AAAAAAAAAEc/QxPtbYj5Ttc/s1600-h/07042007136.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5051624608011780930" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rhr50PsqA0I/AAAAAAAAAEc/QxPtbYj5Ttc/s320/07042007136.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6811521778863179415?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-55047303548113300482007-04-07T10:30:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:13:27.257-05:0014 hourseveryday working 14 hours<br />But...<br />HaPpy^@^<br />MoReしごど, MoRe MoNeY<br />Noしごど, No MoNeY<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5504730354811330048?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-37003079310269320662007-04-02T10:07:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:13:32.914-05:00LONG TIME突然发现满久没有更新了<br />日子不数的话好像一下子就过去了<br />每天醒来，做一下事情，吃午饭，小睡一下，然后准备上班<br />然后上班，下班<br />每一天就这么过了<br />日子短得不像话<br />可是又确确实实地感觉到了<br />下个礼拜应该要开始做白天的工了<br />钱最重要嘛<br />呵呵<br />还是忙一点累一点好吧<br />至少活着的每一刻<br />都有它的价值所在 <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RhElEvTF14I/AAAAAAAAAEE/SsWoFYPXA04/s1600-h/S8001455.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5048857420605282178" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RhElEvTF14I/AAAAAAAAAEE/SsWoFYPXA04/s320/S8001455.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div>喜欢的茶，Stawberry+Cranberry+Rasberry</div><div>Pink Pink的</div><div>大心</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3700307931026932066?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-28932785522834474772007-03-29T10:54:00.001-05:002007-10-25T13:13:39.648-05:0011:sth11:sth<br />Tired<br />Excited<br />Satisfied<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2893278552283447477?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-28026074099855060812007-03-27T05:21:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:13:51.757-05:00窝在床上一天的流水账昨天晚上回来之后就一直在看SS501的Reality Show<br />叫stalker<br />是Fans Anti和Star之间的冲突<br />真的很真实<br />怪不得在韩国引起这么大的争论<br />虽然SS501说要抱着娱乐的态度看它<br />但看完之后还是被吓到不敢去洗澡<br />比起鬼啊什么的<br />Stalker更恐怖吧<br />因为知道是人干的<br />知道周围有这样一个对你充满恨意的人<br />不是说人吓人吓死人嘛<br />韩国综艺节目的水准真是太高了<br />完全看不出刻意拍摄的痕迹<br />就好像案发后警方作研究的带子一样<br />中午的时候和妈妈视频<br />结果两个人一起吃饭真是太幸福了<br />不知不觉就把平时完全吃不掉的一大碗YongDaoFu完全消灭<br />呵呵<br />下午撑不住睡着了<br />结果醒来的时候发生了很诡异的事情<br />虽然讲不出不太文明<br />但是我的小脚趾甲完全掉下来了<br />吓得我~~~<br />后来仔细一看发现还有一层完全正常的趾甲好好的<br />也就是说我一直长着两层完全分离各自完整的趾甲<br />真是~~<br />惊恐的一天<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-2802607409985506081?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-43949551526134012372007-03-26T09:03:00.002-05:002007-10-25T13:14:22.637-05:00CARTOON/KAT-TUN今天本来是准备在家Slack一天的<br />因为昨天3点才睡的中途又被大雨暴力地吵醒了一次<br />早上8点多自然醒之后<br />就一直躺在床上<br />复习JK的My Girl<br />午饭也没吃<br />只是喝了2L的水<br />一点多的时候我可爱的小晕同学把我叫去了Orchard<br />结果身边只有6块钱的我<br />很够种地跑去了Orchard<br />吃了可爱的Warm Choco Cake<br />幸福的Caramel Machiatto<br />然后还很不知好歹的吃了PepperLunch<br />人家是坐吃山空<br />我是没山也吃<br />因为人家身边有可爱的小晕和小白同学啊~~~<br />呵呵<br />很久没有去Orchard了<br />不上学了反而不太出去吃饭不太去逛街了<br />是因为没有Stress的缘故吗？<br />Anyway<br />买了很Q的T-shirt<br />Newbie的<br />最近不知道为什么很想要CartoonT<br />是因为太过想念有着Jin的KAT-TUN吗<br />冷~~ <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rghp7ZVQrvI/AAAAAAAAAD0/mBuuT1xAJE4/s1600-h/S8001442.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5046399851601899250" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rghp7ZVQrvI/AAAAAAAAAD0/mBuuT1xAJE4/s400/S8001442.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rghp75VQrwI/AAAAAAAAAD8/c7Bi-liF4eE/s1600-h/S8001443.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5046399860191833858" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/Rghp75VQrwI/AAAAAAAAAD8/c7Bi-liF4eE/s400/S8001443.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-4394955152613401237?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-51396230964210898442007-03-24T10:06:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:14:33.968-05:00赶在大雨之前家里的网络从昨天开始就除了MSN什么都打不开<br />结果今天下午终于知道是房东换了Wireless<br />幸好我克制住了重装电脑的冲动呵呵<br />原来的Wireless是除了在线迅雷什么都不能下<br />现在的Wireless是除了在线迅雷什么都可以下<br />什么世道啊~~~<br />今天晚上去做工<br />惊恐的发现从下个礼拜开始<br />我的Schedule是一个礼拜做5天<br />5天也就罢了<br />拜五拜六要做到1点<br />而且这五天是从拜五到拜二连续的<br />天哪~~都是最忙的几天<br />决定这两天快点好好睡觉<br />其它工作也罢了<br />做Waitress这种工作<br />想Slack都不行<br />忙的时候别说要不要放Lemon，Shochu的Setting是怎样了<br />能想得起菜名就很好了<br />Sigh~~<br />最初的新鲜感一过<br />要好好做下去果然不是一件容易的事<br />唯一的Motivation就是我最爱的とくさい つくね<br />是Chicken Meat Bar w RAW EGG哦!!!<br />今天把脚扭了<br />因为太忙了结果上菜的时候没注意到后面有另一个Waitress<br />在狠狠地踩了她一脚以后<br />我可怜的木屐没站稳<br />结果就这样把脚扭了!!!<br />可恶的Customer还非要坐需要脱鞋的位置<br />在几次进进出出跪跪起起之后<br />我终于没办法走路了！！！<br />结果换得的就是FreeTaxi home<br />哈哈<br />是祸是福呢^@^<br />而且回来之后才进门就下起了倾盆大雨<br />真的是很Lucky啊<br />总的来说是很Weird的一天<br />所以牢骚多了点<br />Blog流水账了点<br />ごめ～<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-5139623096421089844?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-67890619594340531562007-03-21T23:25:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:14:40.193-05:00我喜欢的猴子我是什么时候开始喜欢猴子的呢？？<br />似乎老婆就是一只猴子<br />又似乎很多年了都对那只PinkPink的脸红红的猴子虎视眈眈<br />每年Vday都念叨着谁送我那只巨大的猴子就好了<br />结果现在彻底中意所谓的悠嘻<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIJ0pVQriI/AAAAAAAAACM/G4TYA4AZtlM/s1600-h/yoyo.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044605332661251618" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIJ0pVQriI/AAAAAAAAACM/G4TYA4AZtlM/s200/yoyo.jpg" border="0" /></a>猴了<br /><div><div><div>悠悠小档案姓名：<br />悠悠性别：男</div><div>最喜欢的颜色: 绿色</div><div>悠悠住在美丽的海边小村，</div><div>村里有许多和悠悠一起长大的好伙伴，</div><div>还有悠悠心中的“女神”嘻嘻,</div><div>可悠悠真要想追上嘻嘻，<br />还是要下番功夫讨欢心的哟</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIKQpVQrjI/AAAAAAAAACU/JK5Fgmff9Vw/s1600-h/cici.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044605813697588786" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIKQpVQrjI/AAAAAAAAACU/JK5Fgmff9Vw/s200/cici.jpg" border="0" /></a>嘻嘻小档案</div><div>姓名：嘻嘻</div><div>性别：女</div><div>最喜欢的颜色:橙色</div><div>和悠悠青梅竹马一起长大的伙伴，</div><div>很讨人喜欢；</div><div>喜爱用各种时髦的东西打扮自己；</div><div>常常会幻想得到一份完美的幸福。</div><div></div><div></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVIJVQrsI/AAAAAAAAADc/-PxPicL-fOY/s1600-h/20070216_d64331d292ab936f69c3qkoMIMyNE23v.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044617762296606402" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVIJVQrsI/AAAAAAAAADc/-PxPicL-fOY/s320/20070216_d64331d292ab936f69c3qkoMIMyNE23v.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVH5VQrrI/AAAAAAAAADU/7tHY6TavQzQ/s1600-h/20070216_ad5434ada7d9d6649032gbyP3V60XZQ9.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044617758001639090" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVH5VQrrI/AAAAAAAAADU/7tHY6TavQzQ/s320/20070216_ad5434ada7d9d6649032gbyP3V60XZQ9.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVHpVQrpI/AAAAAAAAADE/-oxpGLE1It0/s1600-h/20070216_1de12e54e734868f3c07T1aWcTJHZGcq.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044617753706671762" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVHpVQrpI/AAAAAAAAADE/-oxpGLE1It0/s320/20070216_1de12e54e734868f3c07T1aWcTJHZGcq.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVH5VQrqI/AAAAAAAAADM/CZPKqSVHjrQ/s1600-h/20070216_01fff3261102e28cae29PGY13yB9UzxU.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044617758001639074" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgIVH5VQrqI/AAAAAAAAADM/CZPKqSVHjrQ/s320/20070216_01fff3261102e28cae29PGY13yB9UzxU.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div></div><div>YOYOCICI&the Movies </div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-6789061959434053156?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-80015914165923421122007-03-21T10:13:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:14:57.510-05:00赶在十二点之前的更新昨天很懒想着一天不更新没关系<br /><div><div>今天很忙想着晚上再更新也没关系</div><div>结果打完电话洗完澡</div><div>今天都快过了</div><div>赶在十二点之前</div><div>赶快更新<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFMh5VQraI/AAAAAAAAABM/4s8WEdZgQxM/s1600-h/1FA385231BBDD0E79B492F185B058631.GIF"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044397202841054626" style="WIDTH: 46px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 41px" height="41" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFMh5VQraI/AAAAAAAAABM/4s8WEdZgQxM/s200/1FA385231BBDD0E79B492F185B058631.GIF" width="57" border="0" /></a></div><div>昨天去小晕小白那里蹭了一个晚上</div><div>虽然电影没看完虽然床很挤</div><div>但还是很幸福地睡到了八点半</div><div>早上六点的时候没被吵醒真是太幸福lo</div><div>早上小白还很贤妻良母的煎我最喜欢的蛋蛋给我吃</div><div>结果回到家就一直没吃东西</div><div>蛋真的是好神奇</div><div>不会饿咧~~~~</div><div>没有蛋的话我会死的吧<br /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPHpVQrdI/AAAAAAAAABk/K2JXG63_cuU/s1600-h/03.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044400050404371922" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPHpVQrdI/AAAAAAAAABk/K2JXG63_cuU/s200/03.png" border="0" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPHZVQrcI/AAAAAAAAABc/cmBclovREew/s1600-h/19.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044400046109404610" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPHZVQrcI/AAAAAAAAABc/cmBclovREew/s200/19.png" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div>可爱的荷包蛋图标</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPn5VQreI/AAAAAAAAABs/SXvKmr8889w/s1600-h/W020050310534442185547.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044400604455153122" style="CURSOR: hand" height="163" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFPn5VQreI/AAAAAAAAABs/SXvKmr8889w/s200/W020050310534442185547.jpg" width="206" border="0" /></a></div><div>真是我的STYLE啊！！！！</div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFP5ZVQrfI/AAAAAAAAAB0/2ap5hJLxBM4/s1600-h/250px-Seyfert_Galaxy_NGC_7742.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044400905102863858" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFP5ZVQrfI/AAAAAAAAAB0/2ap5hJLxBM4/s320/250px-Seyfert_Galaxy_NGC_7742.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>荷包蛋星系NGC7742<br />我的星座？？？</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8001591416592342112?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-32964144411706508832007-03-18T11:18:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:15:03.767-05:00だめ!!!有点累<br />但还是饱饱的回到了家<br />今天Manager off<br />结果我疯了<br />一盘つくね+一盘なんこつ+一碗soba<br />店里真的会被我吃到亏本的<br />Uncle和Leo你们人太好啦~~~~~<br />礼拜天照样很冷清<br />楼上+楼下一共才3桌人<br />虽然还是吃到了11点但Serve得太轻松了<br />结果9点半就下班了<br />和MOMO去吃了M<br />以至于现在我还是饱的不像话<br />不是on diet吗？<br />这样下去だめ!!!<br />可是面对多过于我一天工资的FreeFood<br />不吃才是バガ吧~~~~<br />所以我可怜的自制力~~~<br />Sigh~~~<br />Uncle下次我可以打包吗??:p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-3296414441170650883?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-84841166987282978342007-03-17T11:12:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:15:13.391-05:00Sexy&Amazing今天吃了很性感的午餐<br />然后陪着小晕拉直了她很性感的头发<br />阿冰请我吃了很性感的subway<br />然后和小白一起看了很性感的The Aviator<br />真的是性感的过了一天<br />The Way of the Future<br />如果在平凡正常与伟大却神经质的男人之间选择<br />我Prefer那个平凡的<br />像Howard Hughes那样的人我果然是无法Communicate也无法理解的<br />他真的是人生如戏<br />但在我看来是一出充满黑色幽默的悲剧<br />整部电影我只能用神奇来形容<br />神奇的人说着神奇的话描绘着神奇的精神世界<br />半夜十二点回家<br />居然满屋子漆黑谁也没回来<br />我生活的地方也真的是神奇<br />那我现在这所谓的非正常人类的非正常生活<br />综上所述<br />就是性感而神奇的生活<br />以上<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFWvpVQrgI/AAAAAAAAAB8/Bd2-1DPIM70/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044408434180533762" style="WIDTH: 125px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 173px" height="173" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RgFWvpVQrgI/AAAAAAAAAB8/Bd2-1DPIM70/s320/untitled.bmp" width="138" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30195448-8484116698728297834?l=edwinahelna.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KOKOROhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05750828087422928328noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30195448.post-14501748379240241982007-03-16T11:34:00.000-05:002007-10-25T13:15:21.583-05:00非正常生活又用回Blogspot是因为Space实在是太不安全<br />对于我来说就是喜欢胡言乱语所以还是不要放在一个Contacts都可以看到的地方比较好<br />已经慢慢习惯了一个人的房间一个人的生活<br />不用读书不用想着Test还有多久<br />但习惯了以后却开始怀念去年的这个时候<br />毕竟什么都还没发生什么都还有可能<br />现在的生活是不正常的吧<br />空白期<br /><div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrMepb-SpI/AAAAAAAAAA8/F8iFrfmVoqU/s1600-h/15032007097.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5042567559686015634" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrMepb-SpI/AAAAAAAAAA8/F8iFrfmVoqU/s400/15032007097.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>和MOMO在Fairprice</div><div>都很喜欢吃脆脆的Fuji但每次牙齿都会出血</div><div>然后痛苦而快乐</div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrLRJb-SoI/AAAAAAAAAA0/wsDBYpzmq7I/s1600-h/15032007115.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5042566228246153858" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrLRJb-SoI/AAAAAAAAAA0/wsDBYpzmq7I/s400/15032007115.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div></div><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrLQ5b-SnI/AAAAAAAAAAs/6HJH_sce9dw/s1600-h/15032007110.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5042566223951186546" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4FFyt4kLowY/RfrLQ5b-SnI/AAAAAAAAAAs/6HJH_sce9dw/s400/15032007110.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>在Fairprice看到的TVXQ</div><div>然后疯狂</div><div>不计价格不计内容的买</div><div>因为是花花和耗子嘛~~</div><div>Suddenly又变回Cassiopeia</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img 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